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Tina decided to put on her coat and walk out on the porch and possibly around the yard of the cabin. She put a couple of logs on the fire and then went to her room to put on her boots. Then she washed her face, gathered her coat, hat, and gloves, and went outside.
The snow accumulation was almost two feet. The wind was blowing in gust and the snow was continuing to fall. Tina knew that she could not stay out doors for long. The wind and snow seemed punishing. She walked down the drive way which was gravel. She could feel the crunch of the snow under the sole of her shoes. The world was completely white. She started back to the cabin thinking about what Bette had told her. She realized that her actions had been cruel to Bette. What about Angie? Did her child feel the bitterness of being abandoned? But she had not abandoned Angie. She had arranged for her to visit and had talked to her by phone frequently. But not at first….
Tina thought back to the day, she packed her bags and made her plan to leave. She picked Angie up from school and took a cab back to their apartment. She did everything as usual so that Angie would not know that this day would not be like every other day prior to that. She prepared dinner and Bette came home and seemed cheerful as this was Friday and she would be with her family for the weekend. They sat and ate as a family. Angie did most of the talking; recanting what had happened at school and her hopes of being able to go to a friend’s birthday party. After dinner, Bette went to their bedroom to change clothes and say goodnight to Angie as she was going to watch a movie in her room.
Tina cleaned the kitchen up and then got her luggage out of the closet and was standing by the door. She had already called a cab. When Bette came to the living room and saw Tina in her coat with her luggage by the door, she was totally confused. Tina remembered Bette saying “Tina? What’s going on?”
Tina: I have to leave. I must get out of here for a while. I need some time and space. Take care of Angie for me. I’ll be in touch when I’m ready. Take care.
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It is a challenging task to take on the Generation Q nonsensical plot line, especially Bette and Tina ever having gotten divorced. You have written an interesting “moment in time” offering the readers one possibility of what happened. I would imagine from your description that the cabin is a small claustrophobic place and Bette and Tina are both nervous and somewhat kinetic in the way they interact with one another and move about. Neither able to relax. Trying to respect each other and each other’s space. Watching the clock. Watching the snow. With nowhere to go. Also, it is next to impossible to make sense of the Tina that Marja gave us. No one recognizes her. I think you have given it a very good shot. I also appreciate the way you wrote Bette struggling with her emotions and all of the hurt. Tina is a mystery. Why would she ask Bette if she loves her? Bette’s reply is spot on. She loves Tina but no longer knows her. She loves her because she is Angie’s biological mother. She was able to remain respectful to Tina but also get to the heart of the matter: Why did you leave me? Why did you leave Angie? That’s tough stuff. It would have been much easier to write a story that pretended away the fiasco that was Gen Q. You took it on. Well done, Martha.
Billy,
Thank you for reading and commenting. Gen Q, for me, simply decided Bette and Tina were divorced and never fleshed out why that happened. IMO, the writers never believed that they would need this backstory when they put it into the script. But for a couple as iconic as Bette and Tina, they should have known that sooner or later, they might have to reveal that backstory. But in true Gen Q fashion, it never was addressed.
So when Laurel returned for Season 1, the writers have Tina give an explanation to Angie that she needed to find herself. And then another explanation to Bette which said that Bette simply overshadowed her very existence. Neither explanation rang true for me. And I accepted Bette’s declaration to Shane under the influence of marijuana, that she did not know why Tina left and that Tina had never offered an explanation. So, when they brought in Carrie, I was even more confused as to why Tina left and who Tina Kennard was. And despite some of the fan’s responses of adoration for Carrie, that relationship simply did not reflect the Tina Kennard I so adore and love. And then in Season 3, where we get our reunion and wedding which I desperately wanted, but the path seemed more like a fairey tale than anything which could be close to reality or reasonable. The conflicts were between Bette and Tina seemed artificial and were put aside with a few soft words. Determining what the conflicts were required the most vivid of imaginations and the ability to take the darkest moments of their past and project it to their present. Bette and Tina have a long and rocky history. But the Bette and Tina I know would never dig into that bag of history and use their bad behavior as a club to justify current behavior. I feel this is particularly true for those issues which they had analyzed, apologized and forgiven the other for. Whatever the reason for Bette and Tina’s divorce, it had to be something new or something we are completely unaware of. And I do not completely explain why the separation and divorce happen, I at least ask the question. And I still believe that question can only be answered by Tina.
I am glad you mentioned the cabin. It’s a place designed for no more than 4 people as a temporary getaway. I imagine the dining table has 4 chairs in a standard square shape. The kitchen is a galley style kitchen in which it starts to get crowded with a second person. I imagine that the main purpose is to provide housing for skiers visiting the area during the winter and hikers during the summer.
Addressing this aspect of the Gen Q story is not easy. I think that getting into Tina’s mind and understanding her motivations, her thought processes, and the environment surrounding her when she made her choices is a difficult place to go. For me, the things which might explain this seem so unfathomable that I cannot make my mind go there. Things such as cheating, falling out of love, mental illness or shear boredom with the relationship simply cannot be possible in my world for these two. And they are far too intelligent to allow a misunderstanding to keep them apart. Bette and Tina have been through too much and have weathered too many storms to believe they would ever purposely pursue a path that would destroy their relationship. I also believe that it is simply not possible for the two of them to make any decision in which they did not consider the impact of such on the other. They simply love each other too much for that. So, the bottom line is that we the writers are left to try to explain the unexplainable….
My thanks for your continued support….
Well thought out and literate reply. I totally agree.