Meanwhile Shane got in front of Carmen.

“Carmen”, Shane called her girlfriend with pure panic in her voice.

“Please talk to me, Carmen”, Shane begged and toughed Carmens shoulder.

Carmen didnt notice that Shane was toughing and starting to shaking her.

She even didnt saw her.

Her mind was spinning.

She tried to imagine Shane giving some old guy a hand job.

It was too much to take.

“I’ll explain everything to you”, Shane shouted helplessly still shaking Carmen.

“*****, please talk to me. Why are you not talking to me”, she started to cry, shaking Carmen even harder.

“Shane, stop that”, Dana intervened and took Shane away from Carmen.

“No. That can’t be true”, Shane whispered disintegrated.

“Calm down, Shane. Give her time. She’s shocked”, Tina tried to calm Shane down.

“Carmen”, Shane tried again to get trough to Carmen, but the other held her.

“Why is she shocked? Its just me”, Shane asked confused, more herself than the others.

“Shane, everything will be okay”, Alice said still trying to held Shane back from Carmen.

“Look at me Carmen”, Shane made another try.

No response. Nothing.

This can’t be true. It can’t be over.

Why isn’t she talking to me?

Why doesn’t she look at me.

She’s in disgust.

Who can love a fucked up street ***** like me.

I should have known it better. 

Shane turned around. Looking at Tina, Dana and Alice.

“And what are you thinking?”, Shane asked seriously but her mind was miles away from reality.

“What? What do you mean?”, Tina replied.

They looked confused at her, not saying a word.

It was still raining. Shane saw the last years pass by in her mind.

Meeting Alice, Tina and Bette for the first time.

The breakfast with Bette and Tina.

Alice break up with Gabby.

Meeting Dana.

Her first birthday party.

Celebrating Christmas together.

Having a place she always could go to.

Angelica was born.

“Okay, you don’t have to say anything, too”, Shane whispered hurt and started to walk away.

“What? Shane where are you going? Wait”, Alice went after her and held her.

“Your face is still bleeding. Let’s go home”, Alice said and noticed the torture in Shanes eyes.

“Let me go”, Shane said quite.

“No, Shane. Please calm down. This is just a fucked up situation”, she tried again to clear Shanes mind.

“Let me go”, Shane said again and just went off.

While Alice were arguing with Shane, Tina took Carmen in her arms.

Carmen could feel a warm embracement.

“Shane”, she whispered but noticed that it wasn’t Shane, it was Tina.

She looked confused at Tina like she came back to reality.

Immediately her face fell and she bursted out into tears.