Shane held her head and sat slowly down at the curb. Her head was spinning and she felt sick.

She wrapped her arms around herself trying to warm herself up but she was trembling and felt the coldness all over her body.

Carmen was just standing in front of the window, watching Shane’s and Jenny’s house. She hoped that she would see Shane coming home. But all she saw was a dark house and the rain, which were falling like teardrops from the sky.

“I can’t sit here anymore. We need to go and search Shane”, Alice exclaimed and jumped from the sofa. “Al, calm down, please”, Dana reached for Alice but Alice went away from her.

“She needs her time”, Dana tried to explain.

“Time? Gosh Dana. She’s out there alone. Its raining like ***** and she’s injured”, Alice said aloud.

“Alice”, Tina said quite and suggested with her head to Angelicas room.

“Sorry”, Alice whispered and dropped her face.

“Babe, its Shane. Do you really think this night will bring her down? You know that she is been through worse than that”, Dana tried again to calm her girlfriend down.

At theses sentences Carmen turned her head to the group. She became aware that she actually know nothing about Shane.

Tina noticed the lost look on Carmens face. She went over to her and stood next to her.

“What are you thinking about?”, Tina asked and smiled warm at her.

“II think that I don’t know anything about Shane”, Carmen said sad.

“You know much more about her than you think, Carmen”, Tina told and forced Carmen to look at her.

“You know how to make her happy and that counts much more than to know something about her that happened in the past”, Bette said honestly.

Over Carmens face hushed a little smile.

“She’ll come home, don’t worry. Give her just some time to think and clear her mind.”

“I should have said something, Tina. I didnt say anything. I just stood there and..I don’t know.coalesced the puzzle. I didnt want to push her away”, Carmen said guilty.

“Its okay, Carmen”, Tina said simply and hugged her.

Shane woke up startled as a car passed honking by. She felt horrible. Her head was spinning even worse and she was trembling too hard. She was still sitting on the curb. Suddenly she felt even more sick and throw up in front of her feet.

“Wanna go home”, she muttered to herself.

She missed Carmen. Her warm body, her smile everything.

Shane tried to stood up and after the second try she managed it. The street seemed familiar to her but she still didnt recognize where she was. She just turned into the direction were she was coming from, without much success cause she needed to lean against the next wall not to fall down.

She heard gaits behind her. The were becoming faster. Somebody was running towards her. 

Shane wanted to run away but the pain that flow from her head to her whole body kept her from going anywhere.