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    Missing. 8

    Story written on February 4, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Closer….no hesitation.

    Missing 8

     

     

     

    Ch 16

     

     

    So rise into the light
    In or out of time
    Gonna rise straight through the light
    In or out of time…

     

     

     

     

     

    It takes longer than a week for the doctors to discharge me. Apparently internal injuries take longer to heal. So I did what I told. I even went in a bed pan and suffered the humiliation of Brunhilda the nurse and her cold clammy sponge baths. Carmen in the meantime has taken on my personality. She is dark now….darker and very brooding….. Sadly….. It’s weird. I know this thing that Peggy wants us to do; I know it has her worried. I know that seeing me almost bleed to death and having not woken up after surgery probably freaked her out. I want to reassure her that I love her that nothing will keep us from us; I want to tell her nothing will keep us apart. I need her to know. I need to explain it. I need her to understand once and for all. The problem is we have said it all before. The problem is we keep saying it again and again. The problem is we never learn.

     

     

    She visits me everyday and we don’t talk about anything. I don’t let it get me down. Instead I kiss her slow when she lies in the bed with me. I want to make her feel me so very close but I am not there… not yet. So instead I kiss her till she says she can’t take it anymore and she is gone out of the room like a shot.

     

     

    When she leaves I feel colder than dead. The heat that makes my new transfused blood boil cools in her absence. I need her near me now more than ever. I fear her being gone. But I don’t let the fear control me. I lean back head against my pillows and think of her, the feel of her, the smell of her, the touch of her, rubbing my lips for the faintest touch of her and taste of her…its how I fall sleep.

     

     

    I don’t dream. And I awaken to a new day.

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    1. Shane seems to be coming to a realization about herself while Carmen seems to be slightly falling apart. The call to Marco was sweet. Really are happy that you gave us the warning about your stories ending. You’ll def. be missed.

    2. godddddddd yoou are making thing worse by gicing us a great fucking update… haha i willl fucking miss you everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea lifes like that …. anyways loved the update but i’m scared of whats next…

    3. I know I haven’t written in awhile. Life has been keeping me on my toes and keeping me from your wonderful stories. I’m really sad to hear that you are going to stop soon, but I got to read some of the best writing I’ve seen, and I will be able to keep that forever. I will really miss the world you created, and the hotness that is Sharmen. I’m honored that you call me your original fan, and for telling me that my comment so long ago made you think about this story and finally post it (that truely made me happier than you know). It’s been a wild ride, and for all our sakes, I hope you’ll change your mind and dream up another fantastic Sharmen adventure! I know this isn’t goodbye, and honestly I don’t know why I’m being so melodramatic. Anyway, until next time…

    5. so glad you are back. i’ve not missed any of your stories. actually, i am not good to crit or advise even admire. but you know what you’ve made my day and night. thanks you sweetie!

    6. This is one of the best updates yet! Knowing that it may be close to the last one is hard to swallow, but it has been a joy reading this saga! I hope Carmen and Shane get what they have been fighting for all along; a happy ending with their little boy!

    7. Wowza! What a way to end a chapter, there. I’m still wrapping my head around the fact that this story will end. :( Sad times, sad times. So this update, like your previous one, was bittersweet. Of course it was a great couple chapters, but knowing that they’re one of the last few kind of dampens the spirits. Sad times. But enough of that! I wish you luck on the awards, because you honestly deserve it (you got my vote in a few places).

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