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    Missing. 8

    Story written on February 4, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Closer….no hesitation.

     

     

     She sits beside me when I call Marco. His baby talk which has evolved a lot, so much so that I can’t exactly call it baby talk anymore. He asks when we are coming home and I tell him soon. He asks me if I am coming home with mommy and I tell him yes. He squeals with happiness and it makes me feel so much better. I almost feel whole again and I almost feel perfect.

     

     

    Day turns to night again as I get up and walk around. I am trying to get my strength back. Little by little I get there. I stare outside of my window. And I miss my dreams a bit. Even though they were nightmares I still got to see them… my folks. They where happy and it made me feel happy. I don’t know why I dreamt that. I guess it was on my mind. I want to understand. I need to understand that all the love I have isn’t only in my mind. I think I am getting closer to really getting it.

     

     

    Another week goes by just to be safe. During this week I walk around the hospital with Carmen. Carmen still does not talk to me. I do most of the talking. I tell her, I suggest really the thought of going back to Hawaii. I tell her that I need to visit the shaman and tell him finally that I get what he was trying to tell me. I ask her if she would come with me so they can meet. I sell like it will be our real honey moon. She smiles.

     

     

    I love her smile. Secretly it is the only thing that never changed about her. The way she talks. The way we make love, the way we kiss even…none of it is the same from when we met. None of it. It doesn’t bother me. Not in the least. But that smile…the 1000 watts…still the same. Still the same effect. She notices that I am staring at her. It makes her uncomfortable.

     

     

    “What?”

     

     

    “I love it when you smile at me.”

     

     

    “You do?”

     

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    1. Shane seems to be coming to a realization about herself while Carmen seems to be slightly falling apart. The call to Marco was sweet. Really are happy that you gave us the warning about your stories ending. You’ll def. be missed.

    2. godddddddd yoou are making thing worse by gicing us a great fucking update… haha i willl fucking miss you everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea lifes like that …. anyways loved the update but i’m scared of whats next…

    3. I know I haven’t written in awhile. Life has been keeping me on my toes and keeping me from your wonderful stories. I’m really sad to hear that you are going to stop soon, but I got to read some of the best writing I’ve seen, and I will be able to keep that forever. I will really miss the world you created, and the hotness that is Sharmen. I’m honored that you call me your original fan, and for telling me that my comment so long ago made you think about this story and finally post it (that truely made me happier than you know). It’s been a wild ride, and for all our sakes, I hope you’ll change your mind and dream up another fantastic Sharmen adventure! I know this isn’t goodbye, and honestly I don’t know why I’m being so melodramatic. Anyway, until next time…

    5. so glad you are back. i’ve not missed any of your stories. actually, i am not good to crit or advise even admire. but you know what you’ve made my day and night. thanks you sweetie!

    6. This is one of the best updates yet! Knowing that it may be close to the last one is hard to swallow, but it has been a joy reading this saga! I hope Carmen and Shane get what they have been fighting for all along; a happy ending with their little boy!

    7. Wowza! What a way to end a chapter, there. I’m still wrapping my head around the fact that this story will end. :( Sad times, sad times. So this update, like your previous one, was bittersweet. Of course it was a great couple chapters, but knowing that they’re one of the last few kind of dampens the spirits. Sad times. But enough of that! I wish you luck on the awards, because you honestly deserve it (you got my vote in a few places).

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