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    Missing. 9

    Story written on February 9, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    My love…Your light…Incantations… Struck stars…Like tears fall…The sequence ends.

    Missing. 9

     

     

     

     

    Ch 18

     

     

     

    Took her in
    Dropped a line
    Turned me on
    (I travel I travel)
    We never leave each other ’cause we leave each other so cold
    Makes it melt away

    The easy part is taking yourself in
    It’s wartime every time
    Shot away…

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Shane is inside me. My walls are closing in. Her mouth tells me the truth and I feel like I begin. The sweat of her body, the force pushing me back and back…. She tells me how I feel warm inside. The feeling is so strong that I want to die right here at this moment. She moves my hair from my eyes. Leaving me with nowhere to hide. My hands don’t know where to go, I move them along her back, hook them under her arms. I can hear the wind as it blows and howls. I feel it coming, my eyes can’t focus, I want her kiss me. I need her to kiss me. But she doesn’t. She just smiles wicked at me. Her tongue leaves a trail down my body, its coming that need I have to burst but it doesn’t get here. I wait and I wait till I feel it, her lips kissing mine, her tongue prying me open, finding me, my hands have nowhere to go now so I cover my face. And I missed her so much. The light is blinding leaving me in the dark… gold filters down and I feel so low, and I shout and I moan. And I missed her so much.

     

     

    When she is done. When I am still. When that heartbeat that pounds for Shane stops when it is all said and done. The dance. The way she makes me sing; that’s when she kisses me. And I taste her and I taste me. It doesn’t bother me that I won’t ever know that feeling from another woman. I knew Marina and it didn’t prove anything to me other than I wanted Shane more.

     

     

    I could never want another.

     

     

    Shane makes it sweeter than the sun.

     

     

     

    “I love that feel of you……” Kisses. “I love that taste of you.” Tongue tasting…samples of me. Shane she says this to me in-between slow languid kisses.

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    1. This is so beautiful. The fact that you put Deftones in there…that song especially is the icing on the cake. I won’t wax, but I love this story. Very intense and well-constructed. The dynamics come through so neatly even when the plot gets messy. LOL. A true work of art IMO 8)

    2. thogut that sharmen fans are calmer than other ship fans. like shane. haha.. hellcat! i can call carmen from now. shane’s “goodbye trip” is like a summary all of your fanfics. actually am i not a huge fan of songs but you made me look for that featurin songs.

    3. god this was soo cool…. it made MY heart thump, thump, haha…. i’m so inlove with them… with the story. this is so awesome. OMG rge hellcat thing was great….i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    4. That last piece was beautiful. That hug, such a simple thing to do, but it means so much to someone like Carmen, who had thought she lived in someone else’s shadow, who had thought she was just a body to Shane, a reminder. But now she’s okay, and Shane’s okay, and they owe that to each other and that insanely intense love they share. That’s fricken awesome. (B-Sides and Rarities. It’s a damn good album. I love the “No Ordinary Love” cover; it sounds so twisted. Kind of reminds me of this story.)

    5. I finally caught up and Im really sad you are going to stop after this. Ive enjoyed all your stories and really, they were the only reason why I kept coming back to read Fan Fics. I just want to say thank you for keeping this couple going and seeing how amazing they are together.

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