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    Missing. 9

    Story written on February 9, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    My love…Your light…Incantations… Struck stars…Like tears fall…The sequence ends.

     

     

     

    “Shane….”

     

     

     

    “No…..I need you to understand that I missed you, and maybe I was not looking where I was going, maybe you make me crazy and stupid and reckless…..but I didn’t do it….I didn’t smash up my bike to make you pay for leaving me. I wasn’t looking where I was going. I had a million things on my mind….things where getting bad with the crew I was running with and I just didn’t pay any attention to what I was doing.”

     

     

     

    “Shane I know. Its like the more things change about us the more they stay the same. Your friends or the guys you where running with they came to visit. They would have stayed but they said something about going to Norway….they said you knew where to find them if you changed your mind. They said Joni sends his best.”

     

     

    Nothing from Shane. Just her eyes focusing on the grassy covered roof that passed for a ceiling in this small hut. Minutes go by and all I hear is Shane breathing. And me breathing and the sound the ocean makes late at night. That small washing sound….then bigger and bigger as the waves get closer to shore. She turns over to look at me. Her green eyes searching for the words….

     

     

    “We meet people all the time. We spend huge chunks of our lives with them. Then they are gone. Like they never existed. Everything changes except you and me. You can’t tell me you don’t see the irony of this?”

     

     

    I think about it. Really I do but Shane is so sexy right now hair all mussed. Naked. Sorta sweaty. I could focus if I could see. Really I could. But Shane right now…she is blinding me. Its her eyes.

     

     

    Shane’s eyes are the kind of eyes you can get lost in. They are green but its a green that soothes. Its an olive green now. Sometimes they are emerald. But most times they are olive. Her eyes are so sexy. They are soulful. They make me want to get her in bed and never get up. They make me want to sleep and eat and laugh and cry.

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    1. This is so beautiful. The fact that you put Deftones in there…that song especially is the icing on the cake. I won’t wax, but I love this story. Very intense and well-constructed. The dynamics come through so neatly even when the plot gets messy. LOL. A true work of art IMO 8)

    2. thogut that sharmen fans are calmer than other ship fans. like shane. haha.. hellcat! i can call carmen from now. shane’s “goodbye trip” is like a summary all of your fanfics. actually am i not a huge fan of songs but you made me look for that featurin songs.

    3. god this was soo cool…. it made MY heart thump, thump, haha…. i’m so inlove with them… with the story. this is so awesome. OMG rge hellcat thing was great….i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    4. That last piece was beautiful. That hug, such a simple thing to do, but it means so much to someone like Carmen, who had thought she lived in someone else’s shadow, who had thought she was just a body to Shane, a reminder. But now she’s okay, and Shane’s okay, and they owe that to each other and that insanely intense love they share. That’s fricken awesome. (B-Sides and Rarities. It’s a damn good album. I love the “No Ordinary Love” cover; it sounds so twisted. Kind of reminds me of this story.)

    5. I finally caught up and Im really sad you are going to stop after this. Ive enjoyed all your stories and really, they were the only reason why I kept coming back to read Fan Fics. I just want to say thank you for keeping this couple going and seeing how amazing they are together.

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