I sighed, she shot another pillow at me "Bella, huh well I can't pretend I didn't know." her eyes were filled with sympathy. "and it doesn't take super powers to know, ether Edward." She patted the bed next to her calling me over, I took the spot happily I was a little surprised she was so willing to kill the cold shoulder she had been giving me.

   "It's just I don't know. I can't look in her eyes, and let my self feel how I do, without feeling like I am betraying my Bella." I paused as she looked at me. Thinking about how ludicrous that sounded "Yes I know how wrong that sounds, I know there is only one Bella, but part of me feels like I am too willing to love this one and push memories of her. How she was that is aside, Her eyes sing to me like her blood did, Its insane, I can't Look in her eyes and not get lost, I don't want to get lost and lose…" I hesitated  "Lose what she was. "

   Rosalie sighed "Edward." She scolded  "Your being very stubborn, we all know this isn't what you want for Bella, but like us she can't help it, pushing her away because you don't want to…Betray?" She looked at me very confused on the last word. "Her by being with her,"She laughed there I had to admit it did sound silly. " Bella right now is just as much Bella as she was a week ago. Just like you Edward are the same as you were in 1906, 1918,1959,1980,2000, or 2005 its all the same Edward isn't it? How would you feel if she stopped loving you because of what you can't help being." She looked at me and her wisdom sawn through her eyes she certainly was right I was being very bull-headed, but how could she question my love for Bella?

     Her mind called to me "You do love her don't you, Edward?" I could hardly believe she was asking that I looked at her bewildered "Its just you know she will never be the same, you can't fault her for her perfection know, It wouldn't be fair." It was so odd to hear Rosalie saying I couldn't fault Bella for her perfection I did miss the world where I saw it and no one else did, what she was now was not my perfect Bella.