She belted me with another of her pillows. Good god how many did that woman have, "Don't you start splitting me in to 2 Rose's now" She giggled and smiled at me "No sorrys Edward, just get it together alright. You better be as happy as you were the past months at school by the next time I see you, and so should Bella."

    I paced round my room cleaning it up, I built a new bookshelf, and re did the floor, cleaned up all the broken fragments of cd's. All the time my mind running a mile a millisecond. Was Rose right? Was my new, resistance to Bella because I can't love another Vampire? I hoped that wasn't it. I sat on the floor looking at the remnants of the destruction we had reeked on my room, Now almost all had been erased. I held the pieces of wood  in the hand holds Bella's finger's had driven through them when she grasped it. Bella did this, I sighed I had always seen her like glass I had to protect her, but now she was ripping apart my room. Things had become so different. I hated feeling like this.

    I heard Alice "Edward? Ooh Edward? Are you ever gonna come out of that room of yours?" She thought sitting on the steps out side my door I pulled it open "Ohh Hi." she said nonchalantly as if she hadn't been thinking to me moments before, "What are you doing, locking yourself self away all this time?"

   "Thinking" I said blankly

    She shot me a sharp look "Well clearly ,but why haven't you gone to see Bella I saw you go to her an hour again in my mind and you have just been humming round in here."

   "You saw me go to her?" I questioned I hadn't even thought about going to her. Was Alice broken? "It's odd you would see that because I never even thought to."

    Alice looked at me insanity confused "Well you had to have, I saw it."

  
    "Well I didn't, maybe you're seeing what you know I should do if I wasn't so thick headed" I laughed, so did she as she tried to recover but her thoughts lingered on how did I see that if it wasn't even a choice he had made. I eased her worries by saying "I might have thought for a slip second I wanted to see Bella, but then got busy fixing our disaster zone." there now she would stop worrying.