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    Growing Up – (Chapter: Unexpected)

    Story written on May 14, 2006 by caseygurl.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=11635
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    Why are you here?

     

                “Get dressed your taking me out.”  She states as if not debatable.  I consider arguing, but I realize it would be a wasted effort.  Plus, I think it would be good to join the realm of the living again.

               

                We decide to stay low key considering this will be my first public appearance in what I find out to be a month and nine days.  I can’t believe I drank away half my summer while wallowing in self pity.  I already know that I will never be able to thank Danielle.  She has saved me from myself and I owe her.  After stopping to replace my cell phone, we grab lunch at a diner and I fill her in on all the events leading up to this morning.

     

                 “It just seems like I could never do the right thing at the right time with Spencer.  I finally tell her how I feel, but I tell her the day she’s moving across the country to be with her girlfriend.”  I say sinking back into the cushion of the booth.

     

                “Sometimes you just have to let go, Ashley.  If it’s not meant to be, it’s not meant to be; you can’t change that.  And you do have to start moving on.”

               

                “When I went to her house, I only wanted to fix our friendship.  I really felt like I was able to move on with Sara, but I didn’t want Spencer out of my life completely.”

     

                “No one is saying she has to be.  If you’ve moved on and she’s moved on, why can’t you be friends?”

     

                “You don’t understand.  After what happened the day she left, I know that we could never be ‘just friends’ again.”

     

                “Why not?”  Her confusion is apparent.

               

                “Because when I was kissing her, I could tell that it meant just as much to her as it did to me.  For those few moments, she let her heart feel instead of her head.”

     

                “I don’t know…call me stupid, but I think what you two had as friends is too good to let go. But if that’s how you feel.”

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    1. Great update, caseygurl! I love Danielle. She is such a good friend. I’m so glad she was there to pull Ashley out of her funk. Ashley really needs someone like her right now. Thanks for the update — I loved it. Looking forward to the next. :)

    3. love the fact that dani is making ashley feel better but god damn it i still need spashley to get it on. when will that be?I love your writting so much (dont take any notice of my pleas, I am secretly loving the way you are drawing it out and not giving us what we want…….I think)Please post again soon!

    4. Now I truly don’t mind the clif hangers, as long as you update the next day….but waiting 3 days was killing me! I am hoping that once Ashley checks her messages, she will have one for Spencer (pretty please)…they can’t go from best friends to nothing :-( I know you will make it interesting :-)

    5. i’m so glad that ashley didn’t drink herself to death…good thing that you lighten the atmosphere with dani XD…*sigh*…it’s depressing that ash haven’t heard anything from spencer…what is she ? a robot ??? c’mon spence…show some feelings !!! lol… really impatient for your next post =)

    6. You know this is really good. Ashely has now found peace and calmness in her situation with Spencer, even though it may not be perfect and fixed, she can move on and function okay! haha. And do you know why we want Ashley completely funtionable…so when Spencer comes back!! haha…I’m still waiting…we all are!!

    9. Danielle rocks… she needs to dump that boyfriend of hers and join us on the ‘dark side’… seriously! Ashley’s drinking is okay… so that’s the key to weight loss, eh? Tequila it is then! I have no issues with Ashley wallowing for a while, I wallowed for a year, then spent another year rebuilding the friendship and now… well, I reckon I’m back to wallowing.. a bit. Enough about me… Ash needs to put herself into drive and just live for a while.. no thinking, no remembering, just functioning.. that’ll get her through the time until bonehead.. err.. Spencer decides that she’s had enough time experimenting with Jess and comes back to her. I mean, Ash and Spence can’t settle down until they’ve lived a little longer, got jobs, grown up a bit more.. Now I’ve completely lost my train of thought. I LOVE this story… and I anxiously await the next installment.

    10. fabuloso! Oh, and someone should so slap Spencer. And not anywhere near ass either. Even though it would be nice…I mean. Yeah, slap Spencer. Please. I’ll love you forever. Well, I love you forever now because your story’s amazing and you provides us with material to enjoy and spend our times on while they’re filming the second season and because you’re stopping from killing ourselves (some of us anyway) because we’re so desperate for more ashley & spencer. yeah. run on sentence. I’m sorry. Fabuloso! Slap Spencer.

    11. “Hey it’s your choice. Maybe a clean break would be better anyway. But you definitely need to put the past behind you.”…NOT!!!!!!!!!!!Great update.Love the fact that my heart is beating as it should be!!I love this story and your writing is so captivating.:O)Pleae post Soon…and…PLEASE try not to keep us waiting to long for hopefully Spencer’s return !!

    12. Man I’m almost ashamed to admit that I’ve been waiting all weekend for this update, almost, except for the fact that by now you are pretty aware I have no life, and I live for fanfic. After that sentence I feel the necessity to explain that I did not literally wait for your update, I mean just half of my time, I actually have sort of a life in the form of stupid friends who manage to tear me apart of this site for a few hours (They really don’t understand the thrill of seeing a new update from your story). Now that I managed to creep you out I just wanted to say that this was once again a great update. And I also enjoy your author’s comment as much as your story, well not really, I mean your author’s comments rock but they would be pointless withouth the story.

    14. Ok, feel free to shoot me because I’m one of those silent readers FINALLY coming out of hiding! First lemme say: You are doing such a good job with this fanfic. It’s my “current” on this website only bc dreiser (TLW) doesnt write SON. Please post again soon …but please don’t take so long. I kept checking like everyday (mweh!) Props to you for having so much patience drawing it out this long …quite the tease there, casey. Let’s hope the Spashley happy meal is just as good as the appetizer :o)

    15. ok so i know i havent been around as much as usual…im getting ready for a huge trip to NY this comming week with school (BORING) lol, i mean come on…why would i rather do that then read your stories…any way, this chapter…and the last one! omg….im telling you that you’re going to be the death and revival of me someday!!!! its like to put me into cardiac arrest at the beginning and then bring me back just to torture me for more!…lol, i do have to say that i love dani, and shes an awsome friend…and i cannot wait til ash and spence finally realize what they really want and need…lol…but yea, you know that i loved it….duH! so gimmie more…im leaving in a few days and im not gonna have access to a computer for at least a week, and i kno you love my comments ; )

    16. Great update, caseygurl! I love Danielle. She is such a good friend. I’m so glad she was there to pull Ashley out of her funk. Ashley really needs someone like her right now. Thanks for the update — I loved it. Looking forward to the next. :)

    18. love the fact that dani is making ashley feel better but god damn it i still need spashley to get it on. when will that be?I love your writting so much (dont take any notice of my pleas, I am secretly loving the way you are drawing it out and not giving us what we want…….I think)Please post again soon!

    19. Now I truly don’t mind the clif hangers, as long as you update the next day….but waiting 3 days was killing me! I am hoping that once Ashley checks her messages, she will have one for Spencer (pretty please)…they can’t go from best friends to nothing :-( I know you will make it interesting :-)

    20. i’m so glad that ashley didn’t drink herself to death…good thing that you lighten the atmosphere with dani XD…*sigh*…it’s depressing that ash haven’t heard anything from spencer…what is she ? a robot ??? c’mon spence…show some feelings !!! lol… really impatient for your next post =)

    21. You know this is really good. Ashely has now found peace and calmness in her situation with Spencer, even though it may not be perfect and fixed, she can move on and function okay! haha. And do you know why we want Ashley completely funtionable…so when Spencer comes back!! haha…I’m still waiting…we all are!!

    24. Danielle rocks… she needs to dump that boyfriend of hers and join us on the ‘dark side’… seriously! Ashley’s drinking is okay… so that’s the key to weight loss, eh? Tequila it is then! I have no issues with Ashley wallowing for a while, I wallowed for a year, then spent another year rebuilding the friendship and now… well, I reckon I’m back to wallowing.. a bit. Enough about me… Ash needs to put herself into drive and just live for a while.. no thinking, no remembering, just functioning.. that’ll get her through the time until bonehead.. err.. Spencer decides that she’s had enough time experimenting with Jess and comes back to her. I mean, Ash and Spence can’t settle down until they’ve lived a little longer, got jobs, grown up a bit more.. Now I’ve completely lost my train of thought. I LOVE this story… and I anxiously await the next installment.

    25. fabuloso! Oh, and someone should so slap Spencer. And not anywhere near ass either. Even though it would be nice…I mean. Yeah, slap Spencer. Please. I’ll love you forever. Well, I love you forever now because your story’s amazing and you provides us with material to enjoy and spend our times on while they’re filming the second season and because you’re stopping from killing ourselves (some of us anyway) because we’re so desperate for more ashley & spencer. yeah. run on sentence. I’m sorry. Fabuloso! Slap Spencer.

    26. “Hey it’s your choice. Maybe a clean break would be better anyway. But you definitely need to put the past behind you.”…NOT!!!!!!!!!!!Great update.Love the fact that my heart is beating as it should be!!I love this story and your writing is so captivating.:O)Pleae post Soon…and…PLEASE try not to keep us waiting to long for hopefully Spencer’s return !!

    27. Man I’m almost ashamed to admit that I’ve been waiting all weekend for this update, almost, except for the fact that by now you are pretty aware I have no life, and I live for fanfic. After that sentence I feel the necessity to explain that I did not literally wait for your update, I mean just half of my time, I actually have sort of a life in the form of stupid friends who manage to tear me apart of this site for a few hours (They really don’t understand the thrill of seeing a new update from your story). Now that I managed to creep you out I just wanted to say that this was once again a great update. And I also enjoy your author’s comment as much as your story, well not really, I mean your author’s comments rock but they would be pointless withouth the story.

    29. Ok, feel free to shoot me because I’m one of those silent readers FINALLY coming out of hiding! First lemme say: You are doing such a good job with this fanfic. It’s my “current” on this website only bc dreiser (TLW) doesnt write SON. Please post again soon …but please don’t take so long. I kept checking like everyday (mweh!) Props to you for having so much patience drawing it out this long …quite the tease there, casey. Let’s hope the Spashley happy meal is just as good as the appetizer :o)

    30. ok so i know i havent been around as much as usual…im getting ready for a huge trip to NY this comming week with school (BORING) lol, i mean come on…why would i rather do that then read your stories…any way, this chapter…and the last one! omg….im telling you that you’re going to be the death and revival of me someday!!!! its like to put me into cardiac arrest at the beginning and then bring me back just to torture me for more!…lol, i do have to say that i love dani, and shes an awsome friend…and i cannot wait til ash and spence finally realize what they really want and need…lol…but yea, you know that i loved it….duH! so gimmie more…im leaving in a few days and im not gonna have access to a computer for at least a week, and i kno you love my comments ; )

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