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    Must I Dream and Always See Your Face?

    Story written on October 12, 2006 by trsim.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=12470
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    You gave me more to live for, more than you’ll ever know…

    Unable to believe his eyes, Arthur gasped, shouting, “My God, are you completely out of your mind?” Surrounding his wife in his arms, Arthur roughly tugged, trying to pull her off of the young girl. Paula continued screaming, kicking wildly, straining to break free. Temporarily breaking her husband’s grasp, she reached out, slapping Ashley across the face. Grabbing the smaller girl’s arm, she yanked her forward, dragging her downstairs. Sobbing, Spencer hurriedly slipped into her robe, frantically trailing her parents out of her bedroom. “Dad, I love her! Please, I just want to be with her!”

    “Paula, stop!”

    “Mom, please! Oh my God! Ashley, baby? Dad? Somebody, please stop…please!”

    Arthur grabbed Paula’s shoulders, shaking her. “For God’s sake, stop this, now!” Weakly collapsing against her husband’s chest, Paula sobbed, voice cracking as she moaned, “What has she done, Art? What has she done to my baby girl?”

    * * * * *

    Ashley squatted, grabbing a loose handful of dirt. Bringing it to her nose, she sniffed deeply. This was all that was left now, her father had completely disappeared, her presence the only proof that he had ever existed at all. As she built her small altar of plastic cards, she wondered what they would use once she disappeared too. Unzipping her jacket, she pulled out her dad’s lighter. The Zippo felt reassuringly solid in her hand. She sprinkled the dirt sparingly over her artificial mound, shoving the rest into her pocket. It felt funny, little pieces of her father mixing with her pocket lint. The picture burned quicker then she thought it would. She watched as the burning square ignited the alter, scrunching her nose at the pungent smell. Her mother’s face was gone now, only her arms were left. Ashley watched her father’s waist burn taking Christine’s hand with it. As the fire consumed, she desperately tried to match her picture’s smile.

    * * * * *

    “What’s changed?” Ashley stared at her girlfriend’s back, she was afraid to try touching her again, not after what happened last time. Whispering, she repeated her question, fingers unconsciously twitching as she neared, body yearning for the closeness of vanilla skin, of strawberry lips. Despite herself, she let her hands reach for the blonde again. Her stomach churned sourly as she watched Spencer’s face change, a brief expression of disgust forming before it too was hidden by honey hair.

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    1. DAMN, THIS WAS REALLY INTENSE. I HAD A HARD TIME READING THE PART WHERE ASH AND PAULA FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER BUT, I SEX WAS GGGGRRRRRREEEAAATT;) THIS SHOULD’VE BEEN IN THE NEXT EPISODE COMING UP OR THE ONE WHERE SPENCER COMES OUT…..;( PMS

    2. I can say all the same things as everyone else on here…amazing…you left me speechless and sad! Spence can’t give it up. She will fight! Girl you truly are an amazing writer and person. Thank you always for sharing your most deepest talent. You captivate all of us with each and every post! I always will look forward to all your writings and I look for that day I read your name on the big screen. Miss you so! T

    5. DAMN, THIS WAS REALLY INTENSE. I HAD A HARD TIME READING THE PART WHERE ASH AND PAULA FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER BUT, I SEX WAS GGGGRRRRRREEEAAATT;) THIS SHOULD’VE BEEN IN THE NEXT EPISODE COMING UP OR THE ONE WHERE SPENCER COMES OUT…..;( PMS

    6. I can say all the same things as everyone else on here…amazing…you left me speechless and sad! Spence can’t give it up. She will fight! Girl you truly are an amazing writer and person. Thank you always for sharing your most deepest talent. You captivate all of us with each and every post! I always will look forward to all your writings and I look for that day I read your name on the big screen. Miss you so! T

    11. speechless is also a word that came to mind..that was so amazing, the way you can capture emotions through words. i was almost in tears :) anyway. it was great :)

    12. speechless is also a word that came to mind..that was so amazing, the way you can capture emotions through words. i was almost in tears :) anyway. it was great :)

    15. hurray! what a great way to start my day, even though i’m still patiently waiting for your next installment of my favorite story. your images of paula walking in on spencer and ashley brought back some not so pleasant memories. for them to have fought for their love even for those few moments was so brave…you did a wonderful job of conveying the tragedy of young love; it burns so hot that it seems doomed to a short life. bravo.

    16. hurray! what a great way to start my day, even though i’m still patiently waiting for your next installment of my favorite story. your images of paula walking in on spencer and ashley brought back some not so pleasant memories. for them to have fought for their love even for those few moments was so brave…you did a wonderful job of conveying the tragedy of young love; it burns so hot that it seems doomed to a short life. bravo.

    19. Ooh shit. That was incredible, and so unbelievably sad. I find it hard to believe that a person would give up a love like that, just because of a disapproving parent, but people do it every day, its really sad. Spencer is weak, I wonder what she will do when she finds out Ash is GONE gone. This fic has the makings to be really something. I think you are a spectacular writer. UPdate soon.

    20. Ooh shit. That was incredible, and so unbelievably sad. I find it hard to believe that a person would give up a love like that, just because of a disapproving parent, but people do it every day, its really sad. Spencer is weak, I wonder what she will do when she finds out Ash is GONE gone. This fic has the makings to be really something. I think you are a spectacular writer. UPdate soon.

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