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    Must I Dream and Always See Your Face?

    Sighing, Spencer shook her hair back, finally looking at her girlfriend. “Everything’s changed, Ash. Everything. Look, I don’t expect you to understand this…but my family is…”

    “More important then me? Then us?”

    “Ash, I just need some time…please.”

    “I can’t. I can’t give you any more time, Spence. You’re right, I don’t understand. I’ve never had what you have…your dad, even your mom…she loves you so much. I can’t even imagine loosing that, sacrificing that…for anyone.” Sobbing, Ashley brought her hands up to her girlfriend’s face, gently holding her cheeks. “But, I can’t wait…living here…without you…I can’t. I don’t want you to hurt anymore, but I can’t just let us go. Please…I’m so in love with you…I can’t live without you…”

    “Ash…” Pressing her index finger to her girlfriend’s lips, Ashley shuddered, barely chocking out her whispered words, “I’ll do it if you ask. If you tell me…to go…somehow…I will.” Cringing, Ashley watched her girlfriend’s face crumble. “When I’m with you…in your arms, I can almost believe it’s not wrong… Ash…I need you…I need you to go…please.” Silently, she pressed her lips against Spencer’s, begging to say goodbye.

    Mocha eyes darkened as she languidly undressed her girlfriend. Slowly gliding her hands along velvet skin, she dipped her head, lovingly nipping each pert nipple. Blushing, Spencer moaned when tanned fingers gently removed the last barrier between them from her body. Gasping, Spencer pushed her head back into her pillows, breasts arching to meet needy hands. Tangling her fingers in auburn curls, she pulled Ashley’s parted lips to hers, frantically grinding their mouths together. Whimpering softly, Spencer allowed herself to be turned over. She groaned, squeezing her eyes closed as the brunette lowered herself fully, distended nipples teasingly grazing her back. Burrowing her arms under her girlfriend’s body, Ashley rocked, thrusting wetly against heated, sweat dampened flesh.

    As she drank in the sight below her, Ashley moaned, her clit’s throbbing sending surging heat throughout her body. No longer ashamed of her need, Ashley stared brazenly before bending to worship. Never lifting her mouth, she continued to suck, fingers swirling, teasingly tracing her girlfriend’s swollen lips. Lifting Spencer’s leg over her shoulder, she growled deeply, inching closer, madly thrusting her tongue. Moaning, Ashley clamped her thighs tightly around Spencer’s other leg, grinding down hard. Frenzied hands tore at her curls as the girl beneath her bucked, writhing uncontrollably. Replacing her tongue with fingers, Ashley buried her face in heaving breasts, sucking, nipping, biting, curling her fingers, rubbing the rough patch of skin inside her girl.

    Quietly dressing, Ashley felt her eyes brimming as she stared at Spencer’s face. After carefully smoothing blonde tangles, she bent pressing her lips to the blonde’s ear. Inhaling, she prayed to remember the girl’s scent forever. “Goodbye sweetie.”

    * * * * *

    Moving away from the small fire’s heat, Ashley slowly rocked back on her heels watching flames lick at her face. She waited until it was dark again before standing. Safely shrouded, she kicked at the small pile of her history’s ashes. Ashley gasped when her mother’s pale hand appeared. Captured, it was still there, lying on her shoulder, like it belonged. She stared at it for a long time, her heavy boot hovering over charred paper.

    With her helmet off, cold wind ripped into her face, singeing. Leaning, she pressed fully against the bike. Reaching her hand into her pocket, she pulled out her father’s gravel, her mother’s paper hand. Lifting her fist into the air, she screamed, finally letting go.



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    Comments

    1. DAMN, THIS WAS REALLY INTENSE. I HAD A HARD TIME READING THE PART WHERE ASH AND PAULA FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER BUT, I SEX WAS GGGGRRRRRREEEAAATT;) THIS SHOULD’VE BEEN IN THE NEXT EPISODE COMING UP OR THE ONE WHERE SPENCER COMES OUT…..;( PMS

    2. I can say all the same things as everyone else on here…amazing…you left me speechless and sad! Spence can’t give it up. She will fight! Girl you truly are an amazing writer and person. Thank you always for sharing your most deepest talent. You captivate all of us with each and every post! I always will look forward to all your writings and I look for that day I read your name on the big screen. Miss you so! T

    3. DAMN, THIS WAS REALLY INTENSE. I HAD A HARD TIME READING THE PART WHERE ASH AND PAULA FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER BUT, I SEX WAS GGGGRRRRRREEEAAATT;) THIS SHOULD’VE BEEN IN THE NEXT EPISODE COMING UP OR THE ONE WHERE SPENCER COMES OUT…..;( PMS

    4. I can say all the same things as everyone else on here…amazing…you left me speechless and sad! Spence can’t give it up. She will fight! Girl you truly are an amazing writer and person. Thank you always for sharing your most deepest talent. You captivate all of us with each and every post! I always will look forward to all your writings and I look for that day I read your name on the big screen. Miss you so! T

    5. speechless is also a word that came to mind..that was so amazing, the way you can capture emotions through words. i was almost in tears :) anyway. it was great :)

    6. speechless is also a word that came to mind..that was so amazing, the way you can capture emotions through words. i was almost in tears :) anyway. it was great :)

    7. hurray! what a great way to start my day, even though i’m still patiently waiting for your next installment of my favorite story. your images of paula walking in on spencer and ashley brought back some not so pleasant memories. for them to have fought for their love even for those few moments was so brave…you did a wonderful job of conveying the tragedy of young love; it burns so hot that it seems doomed to a short life. bravo.

    8. hurray! what a great way to start my day, even though i’m still patiently waiting for your next installment of my favorite story. your images of paula walking in on spencer and ashley brought back some not so pleasant memories. for them to have fought for their love even for those few moments was so brave…you did a wonderful job of conveying the tragedy of young love; it burns so hot that it seems doomed to a short life. bravo.

    9. Ooh shit. That was incredible, and so unbelievably sad. I find it hard to believe that a person would give up a love like that, just because of a disapproving parent, but people do it every day, its really sad. Spencer is weak, I wonder what she will do when she finds out Ash is GONE gone. This fic has the makings to be really something. I think you are a spectacular writer. UPdate soon.

    10. Ooh shit. That was incredible, and so unbelievably sad. I find it hard to believe that a person would give up a love like that, just because of a disapproving parent, but people do it every day, its really sad. Spencer is weak, I wonder what she will do when she finds out Ash is GONE gone. This fic has the makings to be really something. I think you are a spectacular writer. UPdate soon.

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