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    A Life I Never Meant Chapter Ten

    Story written on June 18, 2006 by citygirl75.
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    “I don’t know if I’m as moved on as I thought I was.” – Tina Kennard.

    “I think that it’s better if I just don’t see her.” I say, with a resolution that I don’t really feel.

    “If that’s what you think is best then that’s what you should do. But don’t run from something just because you’re scared of what might happen. Who knows, you might see her and that will be the moment that tells you you’re supposed to be with Ally.”

    “Do you believe in soul mates?”

    “Why do you ask?”

    “I just want to know what you think. Do you think that there is one person in the world for you and that’s the person you’re supposed to be with?”

    “I’m not sure where this line of questioning is going but if you’re asking me, in a roundabout way, whether I think that you and Bette were soul mates, then the answer is yes, and that’s coming from a person who doesn’t even believe in such a thing as one true love.”

    “You don’t think that Carmen even had a shot at that?” I ask, disbelievingly.

    “Is she here right now?”

    “No, but…”

    “You can’t compare Carmen and me to you and Bette anyway. You were trying for a family, commitment was what you truly wanted. I’m not sure that I could say that about myself and in the process I hurt someone who I cared about deeply, loved in fact.”

    “And you regret that?”

    “Of course, and there will always be a part of me that wants to make it up to her, but I try not to live in the past, and I think that’s the decision that you and Bette have to make, and given that Ally is now in the picture, you need to make it quick. You either want what you had in the past, with Bette, or you want what you could have in the future, with Ally.”

    “It sounds easy when you say it like that, and I can’t make that decision for Bette.”

    “No, but if she were to know that you had committed your future to Ally, even though it would hurt in the short term, she would finally be able to grasp onto the idea that you aren’t ever coming back.”

    “I don’t even know if she would want me back, not after leaving her for all of this time.”

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    4. ally is nice but she’s not tina’s soulmate…i think tina loves her but it’s not that deep love that B&T have and i believe still have, even if they try to deny it..i do hope you’ll bring B&T together

    6. My hands are sweating waiting for the big moment when Bette and Tina come face to face. Who will see who first and what will their reaction be? From previous chaters we know that Bette is having a harder time dealing with Tina’s departure. As a tibetter I am hoping that Tina realizes that she is still very much in love with Bette.

    11. I really feel sorry for Ally,Yet Tina might really be IN love with her, so we might be feeling so for Bette,Tina just might just love her and always will have a spot in her heart for Bette. You can decide who it shall be. thanks

    13. Although I am still not 100% sure of where this story is headed, I will admit that I DO have my fingers crossed. To be nothing more than a fictional couple, somehow Tina and Bette present everything that “soulmates” are thought to be.

    14. I believe that Tina and Bette are soulmates. They can be separated for years and when they see each other, they can’t help it, they have to be together. Their love is like the force that holds planets in their orbit. Never seen but totally palpable. Ally understands this B & T love and knows that Tina can never to totally hers. You’re the writer (and can do as you wish) but I don’t want an ending where Bette lets Tina go b/c if you love someone enough you have to set them free. To me, that’s inane BS and unrealistic b/c humans have to be for their own self-preservation and love.

    17. Ally seems like a nice lady but she is not Bette and Tina will find that out real soon I hope. She will also find out that she does indeed still love Bette very much and is still in love with her. Actually, I think Tina already knows that she is still in love with Bete but does not want to admit to herself. Let’s see what happens. Please post soon.

    18. I’m new to your story and I’ve enjoyed it every step of the way. Ally is so right. Tina has to find out what she really feels for Bette and what she really wants for herself with no outside influence. Looking forward to more. Thanks.

    19. Maybe it’s just me but I hope Bette snaps out of her Tinadaze and tells her to get the stepping. Tina go back to NY and be with Ally. Yes, they should talk just to put closure on it and move on. I’m sorry I’m just not rooting for a TIbette reunion.

    23. ally is very wise and i think she knows she can never take bette’s place in tina’s heart. i wonder how bette and tina will react to seeing one another after 5 years

    26. I’m totally in awe by this great story and your amazing writing. I belive that both B&T are still in love with each other, but they don’t want to admit it – therefore are they avoiding seeing one another. Because they are afraid to get hurt and bare their feelings in front of each other. I hope they will meet sudden/run into each other, so they can’t avoid it and I’m sure sparks will fly. Post very very soon, this is addictive :o)) Btw I belive that Tina loves Ally, but they are not soulmates because that place has Bette forever in Tina heart :o))

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