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    A Life I Never Meant Chapter Ten

    “I don’t know either, not for sure, but there would be one way to find out.” says Shane, an inscrutable grin on her face.

    “You are so not going to ask her.”

    “No, but you could.”

    “I don’t think so. I couldn’t. It wouldn’t seem right.”

    “But it would give you the answer to a question that must have been playing on your mind. I guess what I’m really trying to say if that if you get to ask the questions then you’re never going to get the answers, whether they are the ones that you want to hear or not.”

    “Do you know when I knew that I was starting to feel something for Ally?”

    “When?” asks Shane, trying to keep up with my jumping around from one subject to another.

    “When I started to miss her when she wasn’t around.”

    “Do you miss her now?”

    “Yeah, more today than I have ever done, and I can’t even begin to reconcile that with the idea that I feel less moved on from Bette than I have done in a long time.”

    “You should tell her, call Ally and tell that you miss her.” encourages Shane.

    “She’ll see right through me.”

    “Maybe, but you’ll still be telling her something that you feel.”

    “Thank you Shane. I feel bad, you’re lying in your hospital bed and yet your still trying to help me sort out my problems.”

    “I don’t really have anything better to do. So are you going to call her?”

    “Yes, but I need to ask you something first. Something that Alice said to me just before we came out here.”

    “Is this one of Alice’s delusional theories?” sighs Shane.

    “Maybe, she thinks that you…I don’t really know how to say it, but she seems to think that you might have…”

    “I loved the idea of you and Bette. Seeing the two of you together, it gave me hope.”

    “I never wanted to leave Shane. If she had asked me, just once, to stay I would have done.”

    “Don’t worry about it now. I understood why you left, and I don’t how you’re going to feel about this but there was an element of truth in what Alice told you about the way I felt about you.” says Shane, looking away.

    Comments

    1. ally is nice but she’s not tina’s soulmate…i think tina loves her but it’s not that deep love that B&T have and i believe still have, even if they try to deny it..i do hope you’ll bring B&T together

    2. My hands are sweating waiting for the big moment when Bette and Tina come face to face. Who will see who first and what will their reaction be? From previous chaters we know that Bette is having a harder time dealing with Tina’s departure. As a tibetter I am hoping that Tina realizes that she is still very much in love with Bette.

    3. I really feel sorry for Ally,Yet Tina might really be IN love with her, so we might be feeling so for Bette,Tina just might just love her and always will have a spot in her heart for Bette. You can decide who it shall be. thanks

    4. Although I am still not 100% sure of where this story is headed, I will admit that I DO have my fingers crossed. To be nothing more than a fictional couple, somehow Tina and Bette present everything that “soulmates” are thought to be.

    5. I believe that Tina and Bette are soulmates. They can be separated for years and when they see each other, they can’t help it, they have to be together. Their love is like the force that holds planets in their orbit. Never seen but totally palpable. Ally understands this B & T love and knows that Tina can never to totally hers. You’re the writer (and can do as you wish) but I don’t want an ending where Bette lets Tina go b/c if you love someone enough you have to set them free. To me, that’s inane BS and unrealistic b/c humans have to be for their own self-preservation and love.

    6. Ally seems like a nice lady but she is not Bette and Tina will find that out real soon I hope. She will also find out that she does indeed still love Bette very much and is still in love with her. Actually, I think Tina already knows that she is still in love with Bete but does not want to admit to herself. Let’s see what happens. Please post soon.

    7. I’m new to your story and I’ve enjoyed it every step of the way. Ally is so right. Tina has to find out what she really feels for Bette and what she really wants for herself with no outside influence. Looking forward to more. Thanks.

    8. Maybe it’s just me but I hope Bette snaps out of her Tinadaze and tells her to get the stepping. Tina go back to NY and be with Ally. Yes, they should talk just to put closure on it and move on. I’m sorry I’m just not rooting for a TIbette reunion.

    9. ally is very wise and i think she knows she can never take bette’s place in tina’s heart. i wonder how bette and tina will react to seeing one another after 5 years

    10. I’m totally in awe by this great story and your amazing writing. I belive that both B&T are still in love with each other, but they don’t want to admit it – therefore are they avoiding seeing one another. Because they are afraid to get hurt and bare their feelings in front of each other. I hope they will meet sudden/run into each other, so they can’t avoid it and I’m sure sparks will fly. Post very very soon, this is addictive :o)) Btw I belive that Tina loves Ally, but they are not soulmates because that place has Bette forever in Tina heart :o))

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