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    All The Fallen ~*~ Chapter 17 ~*~ Ask

    Story written on June 13, 2006 by Jaded_Wind.
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    Bette and Candace have an evening at home – Kit and Ivan try and figure things out – Alice gets her answers

     

    He wrapped his arms around himself and rocked, slowly, nodding with his entire body.

     

    “But Ivan, the important thing is¼it wasn’t about what kind of man you are, what kind of man you’re not.  It was about me.  What kind of woman I am.  I been chewin’ on that¼well, ever since I met you.  I always knew you have a woman’s body.  You never hid that truth from me.  But you did hide your body from me.  And that’s been hard.  Cuz that’s like being sober but carrying around a flask in ya back pocket, ya always hiding.”

     

    “Yeah, I know. But I didn’t think you were ready.  Or maybe I wasn’t ready.”

     

    “I don’t think there’s a way to be ready to be who we are with each other, Ivan.  I think we just gotta do it.  And respect it.  What I told Lara was the truth.  There’s this feeling I always had when I was with some other man.  I always felt all soft and¼well, girly¼but not in the way you make me feel. ‘cause see, a man who’s born that way, takes it for granted, and they take me for granted too¼that kinda man¼he expects me to be all soft.  And weak.  You NEVER made me feel weak, Ivan, never!  You always treated me like gold, but you never treated me like I was gonna break any minute.  And that’s one of the differences.  I just feel different when I’m with you, different than I’ve ever felt with anybody else.  And I needed¼I wasn’t¼”

    “What?  You needed that feeling you get with a real man?”

     

    “Don’t say that, Ivan!  ‘cause that’s not how I see you.  Not anymore.  That’s what I learned.  Even though I learned it too late. Maybe.” Her voice went silent.

     

    “Maybe so.”

     

    “I never meant it to go that far.  But I let it happen anyway.  I guess I needed to know¼.”

     

    “Whether you missed it?”

     

    “Yeah, sorta.  That wasn’t the whole of it.  No, that’s not it.  I needed to ¼ I dunno ¼ compare it with how I feel with you.”

     

    “And?”

     

    “And there’s no way to compare it, Ivan.  It’s just better.  With you.  It’s so¼ I feel¼I feel complete, Ivan.  I feel like a whole person with you.  I never knew I wasn’t whole until you, that there was a part of me missing that I never even looked to find until you gave it to me.  That’s what I learned.  You just didn’t stick around long enough to hear that part.”

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    1. I understand Kit and Ivan, Dana and Tonya No. Bette and Candace Never Tina and her change in her Life style.I dont know . I just glad you are posting on this site. thanks

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