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    All The Fallen ~*~ Chapter 17 ~*~ Ask

    Story written on June 13, 2006 by Jaded_Wind.
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    Bette and Candace have an evening at home – Kit and Ivan try and figure things out – Alice gets her answers

     

    “Then why wasn’t I enough?”  Tears were streaming down his face now and he didn’t even bother to wipe them away.

     

    “Because I¼  I didn’t need to know what you are.  I know.  I meant what I said to Kenny.  You are the BEST man I’ve ever been with, and I love you more than I can put in words.  But I had to know what kind of woman I am.  Am I gay?  Am I straight?  Am I a femme?  Are you butch?  I had to answer that.  For myself.”

     

    “So? Did you figure it out?”

     

    Her face was a jumble of emotions he couldn’t read.  “I’m your woman, Ivan.  That’s what kind of woman I am.  I’m not a woman that needs to sleep around with any other kind of man to be happy.  I’m a woman who needs to climb out of that box I keep tryin’ to put myself into, and just be the woman who loves you.  That’s about as simple as it gets.”

     

    “But¼”  Ivan stammered, just as confused as Kit was.

     

    “But I had to learn it the hard way, Ivan.  A way that hurt you and it hurt me and it hurt us so deep, I don’t know if we can ever put us back together again.  I guess I got to ask you¼do you even want to try?”

     

    He rubbed his lips with his fingers.  He didn’t know how to answer the question.  He knew what he should say.  For his own protection against any more hurt.  Fuck no! is what he should say.  But he just couldn’t. “I don’t know, Kit.”

     

    “Would you think about it?”  This was so hard for her.  She wanted to beg him, but that would only humiliate him even more.

     

    He thought for a long time.  “Yeah.  I’ll think about it.”

     

    “I can’t promise you that¼well, that we can make it.  But I can promise you¼I won’t¼I won’t push you to do anything you don’t want to do, anything that doesn’t feel good, even if I don’t understand it.  I won’t try to touch you, if you don’t want me to touch you.  I won’t¼I won’t ask you to be naked with me, if you don’t want to.  I’ll do anything you ask.  Please, Ivan!  Please!  I want to love you.  I need to love you!  I need you like¼like I need to breathe.”  She buried her face in her hands and started to sob.  She’d sworn she wouldn’t beg but here she was, begging him to do something she had no right to ask for.

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    1. I understand Kit and Ivan, Dana and Tonya No. Bette and Candace Never Tina and her change in her Life style.I dont know . I just glad you are posting on this site. thanks

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