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Bisous; #18
“No, thank you very much, Peggy.”
I felt Mummy stand up as the sound of her footsteps slowly trailed away, leaving Bette and I alone.
“Helena, I…”
“I don’t need you to feel sorry for me,” I snapped.
I don’t know why I said that, but I couldn’t stop the words from coming out of my mouth. It was as if I was suddenly taken over by someone else.
“Tina is back in Chicago,” Bette continued, “And I’m not here because I’m feeling sorr…”
“Why don’t you just go and get married and live happily ever after alright? Don’t leave Tina behind just because of me. You don’t owe me anything.”
“Helena…”
“No, I don’t need to hear anything from you, alright? I’m fucking blind now as you can see, Bette. I don’t need your sympathy.”
“Would you just…”
“Get out.”
“What?”
“I said, get out! I don’t want you here, get out!”
“Would you stop being so…”
“GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!” I started screaming hysterically.
I heard footsteps run into the room, “What happened?”
I started to cry again, the tears were streaming down my cheeks.
“Bette, how about you just give her a moment, alright?”
I felt Bette let go of my hand as she walked outside. I covered my hands with my eyes as I sobbed.
I couldn’t see, and there was a possibility that I might never see again. I couldn’t explain the emotions that were surging through my system. I wanted to scream. It was as if I was trapped in a locked black box. I knew that I didn’t want Bette to be with me now only because I was potentially disabled for life, I didn’t need her around.
God, why didn’t you just let me die?
“Babe?” I heard someone say, sitting down onto my bed and placing a hand onto my lap, stroking me gently as if to comfort me.
I continued to sob, my body trembling with confusion and frustration.
“It’s me,” the voice said again, “It’s Tasha.”
I felt her move closer to me, stroking my hair as I turned to my side, “Hey, what’s wrong?” she said, “Don’t cry, babe.”
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(40 votes, average: 3.95 out of 5)
amazing i understand why Helena is acting out i mean Bette moves and nearly gets married to Tina but at least shes here for Lena in a time of need. it was beautifully written i hope Lena dont lose her sight how will she see the lovely ladies who want to be with her now. I love Tasha, i wonder what Helena has decided about her now…Im glad you have decided to write some more for Teenage Love Affair i have missed it i must admit. So i will be waiting for a new post.Yes im very settled now chick, i dont know L5 has helped alot with my story writing…i just cant help but think of new things i want to write about i just cant get it down fast enough…but hope you like y new installment im hoping to do a longer chapter so hopefully i will succeed.BeLena belong together…actually my gf dont agree but we all think otherwise.update soon ok.more next time i want to see at least 6 pages lmao…Caramel :) :) :)
God, this story is torture but great. I think Helena getting her sight back itn’t the issue…..at this point all she need is love.
To bad Helena can’t see. Because I bet if she could she would see nothing but love in Bette’s eyes. You are on the verge of writing a Belena masterpeace. I have read many Belena fics. And I must say you share the spotlight with some great ones. Thanks for the update!
one word…spectacular!!!!
You know,i dont ever get tired of telling you how i love your writing and this story..Ouch..you know how it kills me to want to see Belena together.thank you for such an awesome chapter…cant wait for more.:-)
I’m not sure if I should smile or cry.
Oh Helena, I totally get why she doesn’t want to hear it from Bette..but I still wish she would :) lovelovelove the story
Holy Heaven! This is torturous! I don’t know whether to applaud with glee at your wonderful writing and courage or to shoot daggers at you with my blessed seeing eyes for all the pain and emotions you’re eliciting. Awww, what the heck! I’ll do both! o_o :P :) Thanks euni!
I am freeking speachless Euni, how very heart breaking for Helena. Bette is going to need a wheelbarrel of courage and a strong heart to give it all to Helena. Thank you, Md
Hey Cuz… ummmm… refresh… LMAO… Love ya, JC
Oh gosh, EU! You’ve got me near tears. I can feel Helena’s pain. I understand her not wanting Bette around, but I sure hope that Bette is stubborn and won’t leave. I’d probably do the same if I was in Helena’s shoes, though. My poor baby just can’t get out of the way of turmoil. It’s following her everywhere. This is heart-wrenching watching her go through all of this and not being able to help her through it. I pray that this blindness is only temporary and her sight will return once her optical nerves heal… or something. Hang in there, Belena. You both will find your way to each other soon… I hope. Bette, stay strong and don’t let Helena push you too far away. Just take what she dishes out and don’t take it to heart. She’ll probably be a total Biatch to you for a while, because she’s angry and feeling sorry for herself right now. EU, you are just squeezing my heart, girl! I love all of the drama. I know you have a really great way of telling this story and you keep improving with each update. Keep up what you are doing, because I am loving every word of it! Thanks for posting and…..uhmmmm… not to sound greedy…. but…. may I have another, please? =)
Gosh I just caught up with this one and I can’t describe the emotions that are going through my body right now. I feel so bad for Hel’s, what are you doing to her Euni? You and Ash are giving our favorite girl a very hard time :( but I love both your stories and your writing is just awesome. I hope that Hel’s won’t stay blind forever and that she and Bette can work things out between them. Great job hun. PPS