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Bisous; #18
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“I still think that it might be better for us to stay with her for now…”
“No, please, I insist. I feel that…I need to do this for her.”
“Alright, but you’ll call me if anything happens.”
“You have my word.”
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I couldn’t quite explain the torment I felt in my soul. It was as if a large part of me was trapped with no hope of escape. It killed me to know that I might never see again, that I would forever be locked in this dark black abyss.
It’s funny because going home felt alien to me. I remember being wheeled out of the hospital; Mummy and Pops stayed with me throughout everything, making sure that I was comfortable. I didn’t have energy to talk to anyone so I said very little over the course of those few days. This sadness had consumed my being, I felt like I wanted to give up.
I reached my apartment as Mummy wheeled me upstairs and walked me slowly to my bed; the once familiar and comforting environment of my home now felt nothing but empty and alien.
“Darling,” Mummy asked as she tucked me into bed, “Do you need anything?”
“No, I’m fine, Mummy, thank you,” I replied, my voice nearly in a whisper.
“Bette has offered to stay with you, she’s moved some of her things here and she’ll be outside on the sofa if you need her,” Mummy explained.
I didn’t have the energy to argue with her, so I just said, “Ok.”
“We’ll just be a phone call away, sweetheart,” she continued, “And we will come over tomorrow to check on you again. Anything special you might want for lunch?”
“No, anything’s fine, Mummy.”
“Be strong, darling,” Mummy said, placing a kiss on my forehead.
I curled up underneath my sheets, wrapping them tightly around me. I couldn’t see a point of sleeping, there was nothing but darkness anyway. I was at the mercy of the elements, and this feeling of complete vulnerability scared me. I wish that I could just disappear.
The tears began to course down my cheeks again as I held my head in my hands.
“Helena?” I heard Bette call out as she knocked on my door.
“Go away,” I said.
“Look,” she continued, “I’ll just be…”
“Why don’t you just go back to being with Tina!” I screamed out with every ounce of energy I could muster.
I heard the door creek open as she walked in; I felt her sit at the foot of my bed, not quite touching me. There was something about having her around that made me feel safer, more secure. But of course, I wasn’t going to tell her that.
“Helena, please, you don’t have to say anything, just listen to me,” she said gently, “I broke things off with Tina…”
“Why?” I replied defiantly, “Didn’t you say you loved her?”
“I did say I loved her, Helena, but I never said I was in love with her,” she explained. I felt my heart melt, but I kept silent, wanting desperately to mask my emotions.
“I want to take care of you now, Helena, will you please just let me do this for you?”
I turned to my side as the tears ran down my cheeks.
“I’ll be outside if you need me.”
I felt her move out of my room as I finally let out a sob. I felt my entire body tremble with emotion as I closed my eyes and hid under my sheets, hoping that Bette couldn’t hear my cries.
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amazing i understand why Helena is acting out i mean Bette moves and nearly gets married to Tina but at least shes here for Lena in a time of need. it was beautifully written i hope Lena dont lose her sight how will she see the lovely ladies who want to be with her now. I love Tasha, i wonder what Helena has decided about her now…Im glad you have decided to write some more for Teenage Love Affair i have missed it i must admit. So i will be waiting for a new post.Yes im very settled now chick, i dont know L5 has helped alot with my story writing…i just cant help but think of new things i want to write about i just cant get it down fast enough…but hope you like y new installment im hoping to do a longer chapter so hopefully i will succeed.BeLena belong together…actually my gf dont agree but we all think otherwise.update soon ok.more next time i want to see at least 6 pages lmao…Caramel :) :) :)
God, this story is torture but great. I think Helena getting her sight back itn’t the issue…..at this point all she need is love.
To bad Helena can’t see. Because I bet if she could she would see nothing but love in Bette’s eyes. You are on the verge of writing a Belena masterpeace. I have read many Belena fics. And I must say you share the spotlight with some great ones. Thanks for the update!
one word…spectacular!!!!
You know,i dont ever get tired of telling you how i love your writing and this story..Ouch..you know how it kills me to want to see Belena together.thank you for such an awesome chapter…cant wait for more.:-)
I’m not sure if I should smile or cry.
Oh Helena, I totally get why she doesn’t want to hear it from Bette..but I still wish she would :) lovelovelove the story
Holy Heaven! This is torturous! I don’t know whether to applaud with glee at your wonderful writing and courage or to shoot daggers at you with my blessed seeing eyes for all the pain and emotions you’re eliciting. Awww, what the heck! I’ll do both! o_o :P :) Thanks euni!
I am freeking speachless Euni, how very heart breaking for Helena. Bette is going to need a wheelbarrel of courage and a strong heart to give it all to Helena. Thank you, Md
Hey Cuz… ummmm… refresh… LMAO… Love ya, JC
Oh gosh, EU! You’ve got me near tears. I can feel Helena’s pain. I understand her not wanting Bette around, but I sure hope that Bette is stubborn and won’t leave. I’d probably do the same if I was in Helena’s shoes, though. My poor baby just can’t get out of the way of turmoil. It’s following her everywhere. This is heart-wrenching watching her go through all of this and not being able to help her through it. I pray that this blindness is only temporary and her sight will return once her optical nerves heal… or something. Hang in there, Belena. You both will find your way to each other soon… I hope. Bette, stay strong and don’t let Helena push you too far away. Just take what she dishes out and don’t take it to heart. She’ll probably be a total Biatch to you for a while, because she’s angry and feeling sorry for herself right now. EU, you are just squeezing my heart, girl! I love all of the drama. I know you have a really great way of telling this story and you keep improving with each update. Keep up what you are doing, because I am loving every word of it! Thanks for posting and…..uhmmmm… not to sound greedy…. but…. may I have another, please? =)
Gosh I just caught up with this one and I can’t describe the emotions that are going through my body right now. I feel so bad for Hel’s, what are you doing to her Euni? You and Ash are giving our favorite girl a very hard time :( but I love both your stories and your writing is just awesome. I hope that Hel’s won’t stay blind forever and that she and Bette can work things out between them. Great job hun. PPS