I gave her my reasons… I told her that ‘I thought it was true love but at the end I just realized it wasn’t… I’m sorry that it took me so long time to realized it, but I did’

I told her all these things, I told her so much shit, trying to comfort her, while she was crying and now… now…

FUCK.

“Stupid, Stupid…idiotic I can’t believe I did this… stupid loser son of a b… I could be home right now instead of… ugh. Fucking stupid.”

“Carmen,” there she is… with a freaking smile on her face. Typical.

“Where the hell have you been? I’ve been waiting and waiting for you… and I did this stupidly embarrassing, corny, humiliating thing…”

I motion to this ‘beautiful’ thing that I spent the last couple hours or so doing.

Candles were drawing the outline our house, the divisions and everything. It was an incredible view, candles all around us. I imagine our whole house and I fucking put hundreds of freaking candles to show it.

“You know how long it took me to fucking do this?! Fuck… and you are late. I was going to tell you that this over here, is our kitchen, and this here is our living room…. and over there is the room where our future kids can play… I had this whole idea that we were going to build a house together, but then I figured I don’t build houses, cause I’m a freaking DJ. And now I’m over here feeling like a lame ass loser. I got all wholed and healed you don’t show up on time… and now it’s ruined because you took so damn long to come home. And the worst part is… I couldn’t even find a bottle of champagne!”

I’m fucking mad. I’m just plain MAD!

Then she takes out a bottle of champagne that she had hidden behind her. She smiles, my frown fades, and I can’t help but laugh a little. She starts moving towards me.

“Hmm… this is the kitchen, living room?… a little small.. and I think the view is much better from here…” she says looking at the incredible view of the city “and that’s the room where our kids are going to play?…. where is our bedroom?” she stands in front of me