“I know… But what about I if don’t have another chance to tell you just how you make me feel? I just have to let you know…. That your it for me Carmen… you are the love of my life, my soul mate. I Know I normally don’t ask this way but… now its going to be different… I’m going o tel you how I feel because I’ve learn that life is too short to just shut up…so, I just have to let you know”

“I love you Shane” she smiled at me.

“I love you more…”we kissed again but this time it was short. We were nose to nose looking at each other lips touching.

“So, uh, are you well enough to, uh …oh whatever. Can you have sex?” I asked and I know its soon but hey, I’ve been waiting far too long for this. She laughs.

“Hah…yeah, I can… and we will, but not right now”

What?! Oh come on!

“Why?” I know I had a pissed look on my face, hoping it would sway her.

“I have to do something first okay…?”

“What can you possibly do that’s more important or exiting than having sex, with me?” I said very confident and with a smile on my face, I really don’t want her to go.

“Nothing… but it’s the right thing to do” she looks at me with a smile.

“What are you going to do?” I’m worried.

“Do you trust me?”

“… I do…”

“Then don’t worry… I’ll be here before you know it…”

“You want me to wait for you out here in the cold…. I waited for 5 hour Shane”

“I know and I’m sorry… but I’ll be back in less that an hour… here” she gave me a key

“And this is?”

“You see that trailer there?” she point to a big trailer

“Yes”

“It’s mine… go in and wait for me there” she kiss me and turns around

“Oh, so you live in a trailer now?” I could hear her laughing “I can’t live in a trailer Shane… I drew up a house…in candles!” she laughs again, so I carry on and walk towards the trailer. I open it and get in.