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It’s almost been two weeks since I last wrote in here I’ve been so insanely busy! I’ve actually started to have some arguments with Mistress since I’ve started working later the last few nights. We haven’t been able to see each other very often, and I only wish I could be there to hold her more at night. I know how she misses that, and I miss it too. Terribly.

I think I will surprise her with that fantasy of hers she mentioned a while back … That ought to bring excitement back to her … although she’s insisted she’s not excited tonight. Maybe I’ll call her now … She should be home from work.
Catch up later!

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Oh my gosh, oh my gosh … I cannot even begin to describe the night/morning I’ve had! … Okay. Where to begin??

I went over to her place last night, and I rang the doorbell. She comes to the door in a sexy tank top and big, baggy pyjama pants, and she does NOT look pleased. And I cannot stress that enough. She looks tired and stressed and pissed, but something just came over me, and I pressed the door open with one hand, while I pulled her in with the other! And I didn’t ask for permission or anything! I just did it!! I reached in, pulled her close, and kissed her. Oh my god … the way her body reacted …

You would think she’d been abstinent for years! Her hands were grabbing at me, but in a helpless sort of way, and I definitely wasn’t used to it at all, so I just moaned and helped to guide us over to her bedroom. I wanted her so badly, and I could feel that it would happen.

Once we got to the bed, she started to do what she always does, and turned me so that my back was to the bed, but as soon as she gave me a gentle push back, some sort of aggressive sexual dominant part of me grabbed her wrist, and pulled her down next to me. I pinned her there, and watched while she tried to get up – and she was trying, trust me – until she finally relaxed to catch her breath. Mmm … I kissed up her neck and handled her rougher than she handles me. I even held her down! And I am not that sort of lover at all, but like I said, something just came over me!

She even struggled after I slipped my hand down into her pants, even while she was moaning like she’d been waiting for my fingers all day. She was excited, but wanted to act resistant, too. It was beautiful to watch the way she would look at me, pulling me in and then pushing me away. She seemed so helplessly excited there.
And what surprised me most about my visit? I not only had the courage to spank her, but she enjoyed it!! Not in the all-encompassing way that I do, but she was excited by it, I could tell! What a thrill it was, to give her that sort of strength that had been building in me, apparently. I pleased her for as long as I could, until we both fell asleep together (me holding her, just like she likes). Then when we woke up, she dominated me like she’d never done it before. It was as if we were starting all over again, and that fresh sort of creative punishment and pleasure she was delivering was … heavenly.

That night was perfect. And we stayed up together too, enjoying each other’s company until exhaustion from the day finally caught up with us at 4:30 in the morning, and we slept for two hours until we had to get for work again. I am tired writing this, but I wanted to have this beautiful night in my memory forever, and I’m about to fall asleep, so it’ll make for nice dreams. Mmm … my beautiful Mistress.

Tina Tina Tina … what would I do without you? And who would I be?