After she watched me take another little piece, she crossed her arms over the table to eat again with her fork, and crossed her legs – flashing me her thigh! I could have melted with all of her teasing, but I somehow held it together, while she was laughing on the inside, I’m sure. But all I could do was stare at her and wait as patiently as ever.

“So,” she said after what seemed like hours. “You like to be fed, huh?” And she looked at me! Oh god, I could have died of embarrassment, but of course that only excited me anew. So shameful, and yet so orgasmic … sometimes I don’t think I’ll ever understand myself! And yet, I know my beautiful Mistress so well.

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“I wonder if I can take you out in public like this.”

It was the first thing she said to me when she came back after her shower, watching me struggle with the new knot she was trying to keep my wrists turned up, between my shoulder blades. I have to say it’s much more comfortable than I would have thought, but I was struggling awfully hard to think of her in that shower all on her own … yearning for the perfect little slave to crawl in there and satisfy her.

So there she was, just looking at me with her towel tucked to keep her covered, and there I was looking like a fool.

“People would wonder,” I remember saying back to her, trying not to smile.

Sometimes I do think she wants the world to know the hold she has over me, and yet, other times she seems more excited to have it be our little secret. She knows I would never want anyone to know about us – not even to suspect – but I can understand her pride for what we’ve created together. She tells me this sort of relationship is less common that I think it is, but how rare can it be? Has anyone tried it? And if it does serve to excite them? Simply because of the connotations it seems to have they might deny it? Who is it harming?

Then again, Mistress tells me that I’m too in love with dominance and submission to see things any other way. I think she’s right, but I can’t change now. There’s no going back once you’ve experienced ultimate pleasure.