I feel like I will just want to submit when she looks at me like that, the way it just cuts through me. I love when she does that. Will I melt? But I’d like to prove myself worthy. Or maybe I’m just over-thinking all of this …

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The thrill of her hand over my mouth!! Ohhh my! I mean, gags of any sort are so exciting, but her hand … What it does to me. I could go on for days about that feeling, when she looks down at me, lying so close, and yet seems to high above me. I want to kneel at her feet, even when she’s pinning me on my back. I want to kiss her feet and please her, and thank her for letting me do it. The dedication I feel to her is sometimes overwhelming, but it lights a sort of fire inside of me. I would do anything for her!

She made me eat out of her hand today! Oh my god – it was so humiliating! Why do I like these insane things?? And why do I start them?! While she was eating, I got down to my knees beside her, and she just looked at me with that knowing smirk she does so well, and then kept on eating.

When she finally lowered her hand touch my cheek and give me some attention, I turned my lips to the palm of her hand, and started licking it! I still don’t know why I did that, but I just wanted something from her, and ohhh god, her beautiful laugh!

“A little hungry, I see,” she smiled at last, watching me close my eyes, I was sure of it. I could feel her stare.

She didn’t say anything else, but when she told me to open my eyes, she had a little piece of broccoli in the palm of her hand. She was just looking at me, waiting to see what I would do – and I didn’t even hesitate to think! I just leaned in and ate it out of her hand! And the excitement I felt was out of this world! Simply giving her that power … I could feel myself throbbing. I wanted to give her more. I was squirming.