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Feeling Bound – Tina Kennard
I, on the other hand, had miscarried.
Her heart had broken too that night. I’d felt it break with mine, while I’d lost my mind on the floor of our bedroom. Where my howling grief had never caused her to flinch or loosen her hold on me one inch.
She’s changed since Faye tried but failed to do her in. And after we lost the baby that horrible night, and now, last week when, my God, it felt too close. My life…so faint, as if I were no longer there. I’m not going to push her to suit up and go back to work. No, not yet, I want her home with me, watching over us.
I’ve loved so many sides of her and now this gentle new one, who paints me and the baby as the most cherished beings on earth. I want her again, like that tonight…watching me carefully, waiting to see if I want the tingling feel of my milk flow while she kisses my lips and stirs me into wanting…and I do, slowing my bike, I bounce into our driveway.
I do want hers as the wedding ring on my finger and I want it soon.
Long ago, and I’ve not forgotten the lesson that was imprinted on me forever in a very, very private moment. After I’d been dating her for six months, she’d invited me on a trip to New York.
My answer had been breezy, while inside I’d set off fireworks. I’d told her I’d check with the staff of people I worked with, but taking a few days off…I didn’t think it would be a problem.
That had been a Monday and by Wednesday I was opening the door of a hired town car and we’d whisked off to the airport.
On the way I’d imagined what flying with Bette would be like. Either she’d be a great adventure planner, the New Yorker and the Times spread out on our seat trays to decide what we were seeing on Broadway.
Or she might be one of those a too long-legged passengers who bitch and complain about absolutely everything.
She was neither.
Two First Class seats had solved the leg room issue. Then champagne that had bubbled somewhere over Utah and she’d threaded her fingers through mine and had announced she was going to close her eyes…for a minute, if that was okay?
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Bibi28 says
Oh Blackbird, it is not the first time i a read it, but it seems better than the first time! Better is not the right word, it is amazing!
I truly enjoy the inner thoughts from Tina and Bette, they are funny, sexy but most important they tell and explain their feelings, reasons why they have handled or have done things or spoke in the past or more recent.
It’s fantastic how you let them tell about their past and memories.
I’m already ready for your next chapter !
Thanks again for reposting this fantastic story!
Blackbird says
Bibi, There are maybe 120 words that are similar to the story from 2014, making this one very different. After I enjoyed polishing “Remembering Me” (after your hints) I’m finding great themes in that series when all the stories had them “them behind the scenes” and my imagination of what might have happened,
It’s a funny thing writers say to each other about something they’ve written – that one day they may go back to it and find pieces of gold to use for something else.
That happened here and my storytelling has improved over time.
Delighted you enjoyed the tale! Always appreciate your comments and that you enjoy my stories.
Blackbird
Bibi28 says
I am delighted you found the pieces of gold to use it for something else, this new and improved version.
Only like 120 words that are similar ???? wow, i already thought that this was not the original story, but you wrote it a few years ago and i can’t remember the story word for word.
I will reread it somewhere in the future.
I am looking forward to the moment Tina get her wish to have a ring on her finger.
Bibi28 says
I have such a crush at Laurel. I totally love her picture on page one ????
proteonomics says
Hey Bb
Very nice and hot chapter, I have read this story on your website, but I think here is a little different, improved, I would say; I like very much your narrative from Tina’s point of view, how she describe herself emerging from a conservative and traditional family toward a free environment where she can openly behave the way she is and feels, and then her story with Bette. Thanks so much for the chapter I’ll wait for the update.
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Blackbird says
Thanks Proteonomics, As I said to Bibi, I’m changing the storylines in this series that I wrote in 2014. I’m planning on eliminating many tiresome things the writers did in the show, like Henry and Jodie, as examples. We won’t see them.
Here in this rewrite, our lovers are together and Tina, as you’ve just read, has decided she wants a ring on her finger, and soon.
Bye for now,
Blackbird
proteonomics says
YAY!!!!????. Excellent, drama is good but hatred is too much. Thanks for re-writing this very nice story.
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kenji says
Not much for a lot of words but wanted you to know how much I am enjoying the rewrite.
Blackbird says
Nice of you to come down from the ethers and drop me a line! Nice to see you. I’m delighted you’re enjoying the progress. Presently, I’m staring at the ceiling trying to help Tina figure out how to test the marriage waters with Bette or perhaps tricking her into flying the Boston. I’m leaning toward tricking her.
Let’s see what happens…
Blackbird
SkunkPU80 says
Hiding from work in the cushness of the 1st floor handicap stall yeah I really shouldn’t be reading this stuff at work. Loved it!!!!
Blackbird says
”You want a blindfold to go with that?”