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    From Afar

    Story written on June 5, 2005 by Jwet.
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    Chapter 57 – Transparency

    At this pause in Bettes story Alice looks up at Bette with questions, seeing this Bette encourages the questions Alice go ahead it might help.

    Bette how could this have been? I mean what youre saying. The two of you looked like you were in a totally committed, loving relationship where you were bonded to each other? Was that all a lie? Alice says this with a look of total disbelief on her face.

    At this Bette puts her head down Its funny how when you say these things to yourself enough you begin to believe it all. We were but we werent. You guys saw what we wanted you to see. I have no doubt that Tina for her part gave me the total commitment which was based on a faithful trust as she was creating an unconditional relationship. She has such a large heart in her that she was creating this enriched life where we each should be living for the other. Bette pauses again at this image. It actually puts tears in her eyes that she needs to control before she can go on.

    I on the other hand Bette starts again with a more forceful voice didnt for whatever reason have the ability to open my heart. I think parts of it were open but I was afraid of not being worthy to her expectations which led me to hide other parts. I didnt want to be a fool or have her see me in anything other than a positive light. I guess I never learned the lesson that you cant take someones unconditional love unless you are prepared to be totally honest with them. I know the damage I have done. The trust Ive broken. I mean there are reasons why I did what I did but do they really matter other than to me so I wont repeat them. The end result is the same in that I shredded the life that we were living and deeply betrayed the one I love more than anything else in this world. That kind of pain can never go away can it? Im not asking for forgiveness here but I think you will agree with me once you start down this path the only outcome is this kind of pain. Bette asks these two, looking at them now once again challenging them.

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    4. OMG Jwet that was simply awesome, Bette has completly stripped herself bare and opened up, my biggest worry is the foundation secret will this be her downfall? I hope not! She has to come clean to Tina about this, she can’t carry this secret about with her as she moves slowly forward on building her relationship with Tina again.
      Looking forward to next post Jwet, thank you.

    5. OK WOW!!! awesome, when I read it the first time!! But the 2nd time I’m just pissed off now, WTF why is bette telling them this, when she is lying her ass off to tina about the foundation??? J you better make Bette tell tina, I can’t take this right now. I mean how can she sit there and feel good about herself trying to save A/D relationship. Ok sorry for the harsh comments, it from lots of crying god damm TK’s story, and what it made me do, then there was the no sleep with me having to be at work at 6am, working 12 hours today, so I’m really crabby right now and want to kick bettes ass!!

    6. Ok Jwet, I think brutally honest needs to be added to the soft and squishy. Not a bad thing, only good can come of it for Bette with all her friends seeing the changes she’s made and the lesson’s she has learnt.

    7. I,m afraid Bette needs tp tell Tina about her part in the foundation otherwise the relationship they are trying to build again, is based on a foundation of lies, fess up Bette or this will be your ultimate downfall.great Jwet as usual.

    10. That was incredable very touching and sadly vary realistic which is what makes you an excellent writter and this an awesome story…oops im getting mushy must have hit a nerve,,lol looking forward to more thanks

    12. OH boy…very elucidate chapter..and very sad cuzz this kind of thing coult happen to every one who loves someone VERY MUCH but have fears to open…i´m pretty sure they wont live a lie and to make sure they really will trought every thing and start clean they have to talk and Bette needs to have the same talk to Tina and it better Bette tell about the fundation before Tina knows for herself… Bette has to learn not to hide and show herself cuzz Tina loves her no matter what..thanks really amazing chapter i love it but this is not a secret..lol ;-)

    14. I’m with Bette&TinaForever. This was simply amazing. But it’s time for Bette to fess up to Tina about the foundation and I hope Tina doesn’t get too angry. Thanks for such a wonderful update! Loved it!

    15. I think you put your soul into this one…it certainly speaks to mine. NC17’s are great…but noting beats gut level honest feelings. This is my fave by far.

    17. Hiya Hiya… I love this so much. Thank you for the comments about mine. I swear I don’t know where it comes from. 20 yrs I guess on the job maybe. Still I didn’t know how to write until I started reading your story. OK i admit it. I slept thru English class. Any way the excitement is coming for you story and I can’t wait. Thanks for being such a sweet mentor.

    18. Woo, loved it!! Bette’s depiction of her relationship with Tina was so well written…I was completely blown away!!

      “As Bette is saying this out loud her mind immediately comes again to her biggest secret. The one she prays she will never have to reveal to Tina, the MYV Foundation.” Omg, what will happen if Tina ever finds out…eek, hope her reaction is good. I’ll just have to keep on reading, thanks Jwet, wickedly awesome chapter!

    19. I’m concerned that even while in the process of rebuilding Tina’s trust and re-establishing their relationship, Bette’s involvement in the foundation may have laid the seeds of their ultimate undoing. Again.
      Gosh, this could be sad.
      Thanks for your analysis of what it takes for a relationship to succeed. Something to consider…

    20. I continue to throughly enjoy your story, what a shame Tina wasn’t there to hear Bette’s thought’s, please continue, looking forward to your next chapter.

    21. Hi, I read ch 1-16 this morning, and I just wanted to let you know how much I’m enjoying the story. Hopefully it won’t take me long to get completely caught up…

    23. I got one word for you…wow! That was amazing and I can totally see the Bette on the show explaining her feelings and emotions on why she cheated like that. Awesome.

      Better catch up on my story, I’m posting more often, heh. Kidding. Love ya to bits, woo!

    24. This is powerful stuff. I love Bette’s willingness to open up to her friends and try to convince them not to make the same mistakes! But geez, I hope Bette takes her own advice and comes clean with Tina about the Foundation…

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