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Tina is acting really weird this week. I asked her about her “date” Monday when I saw her at her locker and she rolled her eyes and pressed her lips together and said “It wasn’t a date Porter.. We just talked”..And when I asked her what about she just said “Nothing…I’ll see you later ok” and she walked away. I just shook my head and went on and she has kind of avoided me since the bowling alley Saturday. I don’t know what is going on but I also notice her and Alyssa exchanging looks and shit..Whatever was talked about must be something huge the way they are acting..I mean they aren’t making goo goo eyes at each other but it’s more serious like Alyssa confided in her about something. I’m not dumb because I do notice things….But whatever…She hasn’t even asked me to help her with her bowling and I know she has been practicing because I overheard her tell Robin that she went…So I’m totally confused as to why she has backed away from me..I haven’t confronted her about it though…Maybe it’s probably for the best as I don’t need to be involved with her any more than necessary as my feelings for her were starting to get in the way.
But now… Today is Wednesday and I am currently at my therapy appointment. I have a lot to get off my chest today and I love Dr Emily. She has helped me so much and I trust her.
I’m brought out of my thoughts as I hear her call my name..I smile and get up from the comfy sofa in the waiting room and step into her office. She closes the door and I immediately take my seat on the plush reclining chair in front of her chair she perched on while I vent about whatever and if she asks specific questions which I answer for her
“How are you feeling today Bette?”
I shrug my shoulders “I’ve been better Dr Emily”
She nods pressing her lips together. She’s aware of the burdensome tone in my voice. She adjusts her glasses on her nose and clicks her pen bringing it to her pad. I have been in therapy with her since I was released from the psych ward 6 months ago. I have not told her the truth of the accident but I trust her and it’s time to get it off my chest and let her in