Well for a lonely soul, you’re having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you’re having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you’re having such a nice time
You’re having such a nice time

For a lonely soul, you’re having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you’re having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you’re having such a nice time
You’re having such a nice time

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When the music came to an end Mark had hoped he would of helped to bring the women out of silence and let Shane know it was OK, that they ‘could handle the truth’ as Shane had put it in the interview but now…….. he feared for the worst as Carmen, Bette, Alice, and himself were in hot pursuit of Shane’s fleeting figure as she ran down the street… even with her leg the way it was she was keeping good distance… no one knew how to react when Shane up and ran out of the house only 2 minutes into the song.. and on instinct they fallowed her, leaving the others at the house still in shock….

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As Shane came closer and closer to her destination she could hear the faint callings of her name not to far behind her… at first she was glad Mark had made ended silence by putting on some music but once she herself started to listen something deep inside her began to sturr.. she began to think of all the reasons  why she had kept her past a secret from them for so long… was it because she feared rejection or fear that they would look down at her in pity ……..

No… it was the fear that once the truth was out in the open she would no longer have anything to hide behind… she would have to face everything head first and that scared the living shit out of her…. so she ran without even thinking what anyone else would think.. she just ran and wasn’t even sure where she was going…

Looking up to the sky for the answers to her problems, she stopped and let the sun beam down on her pale skin as she slowly walked up the steps and into the building she hoped would bring her peace, a place were once you’ve voiced your need to solve your problems and fight the demons inside… no one could judge and she instantly knew why she ran… she needed to forgive herself because she was the only one who could… no one else had caused her as much pain as she had caused herself…..