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    Hindsight – Chapter 10

    Story written on December 12, 2006 by Jobadge.
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    Tina Kennard: Her smile could stop traffic and cause weakness in every limb in my body…

     

     

    “Mama…”

     

     

    Angelica held up her hands to her, she glanced at me and she smiled, I could tell she was grateful for the interruption, as was I, I didn’t want her to be uncomfortable, not today, we had plenty of time to talk about us.

     

     

    “Saved by the bell…?” I said as we smiled at one another.

     

     

    “Something like that…” 

     

     

    “I think she wants a nap…”

     

     

    “Shall I put her down?”

     

     

    “I think she wants to cuddle you…” I said, the words seemed to linger in the air between us as Angelica nestled down into her lap, I watched as Angelica laid her head on her chest, she kept watching me, I saw the feelings run through her at holding our daughter like that, she puller her in closer, Angelica’s eye’s became heavy, she loved to cuddle after she had been nursed.

     

     

    “Are you okay…?”  I asked her, seeing the faraway look on her face, she was still so fragile I wanted to take her in my arms as she had done with Angelica, I wanted to make sure she was okay, I wanted to make right the wrongs I had done and today was the start…

     

     

    “Yeah…, I think so…” she said quietly, I’m not sure if she knew if she was okay or not, it had been a rollercoaster for her in the last twenty four hours, I can’t even begin to imagine the emotions she had been through, yesterday seeing us, the four of us, and we had given the impression of a happy family unit, I had been good at giving that impression, I was very good at pretending things were okay, when in actual fact they were far from it.

     

     

    We sat quietly then, just side by side, watching Angelica drift off in her arms, she looked so peaceful, she always did fall asleep quickly and without fuss, everyone always said how contented she must be…

     

     

    I wish I had the same contentment in my life… all those months ago, our life was in so much turmoil, emotional turmoil, why couldn’t we have talked to one another, been able to express all those feelings that were between us, would we still be sat here side by side today… if we had talked to each other all that time ago…, I’m not sure… Hindsight…

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    3. This makes me so sad in a happy sort of way. They need to just keep going. Saying what they feel, whispering the words of love that only they understand. YOu know a kiss wouldn’t hurt.

    11. I think that they are going to be okay also. It is going to take a lot of work on both parts but mostly from Tina. Bette will always love her, but now Tina needs to show Bette that it is safe for her to love again. For once it is Bette’s turn to have someone caress her and tell her it is going to be okay and then to know that she, Tina will be around more than just one day. Hopefully, love will conquer all.

    12. i’m with coop, a gentle sweet kiss would not hurt right about now and then T should dial up some food…do not leave bette alone just yet…she needs T’s presence…love it…PPS

    13. Jo…You should be in deep shit w/your GF. A talent such as yours. You should be writing sonnets the likes of Elizabeth Barrett Browning. *grin* With this excruiating and abiding love they have for each other, how did they get mired in this morass. Remember how Peggy P. talked about those artists who could fuck like bunnies but also wrote achingly beautiful love letters to one another? What did Peggy say? Something to the effect that fucking w/o art is boring? I don’t remember exactly. That’s why you need to write love letters to your love.

    15. You write so well that its as if im there experiencing it for myself. Great update. I have been looking forward to every update since u first started it. Love it. Cant wait for the next. PPS

    16. Guys, you’ve said it all. I really don’t know what else I could add. Besides, you left me pretty much speechless, Jo ( which is a big challenge that you’ve taken up since I’m usually such a chatterbox ! ). This chapter was simply beautiful, comme toujours. You never never disappoint us, Jo… And I’m almost certain you never will, unless you choose to write those dreadful words…The End. Thanks a lot for this wonderful chapter.

    19. Lovely! Was waiting for this episode! :) Post soon please!!!And for the record… I am totally with azmama Peggy Peabody: “Well, you know, all that fucking, with no art, is really rather dreary. ” hehehe

    21. LOL@the love letter “issue”!… Great chapter! Gotta love this unconscious mutual declaration of love… Progress, progress… Hehehe… You, and you only, could go from the worst possible situation between these two and make it all better!… I’ve got to say though, that I also categorically refuse to relate this fic to “I thought…” and “Remember when…”. That’s just plain impossible for me! So, in my own twisted mind, I just make it that they happened to spend a nice WE in a hotel where they ate oysters and made love on a rose petals bed, but that’s as far as it goes for me… ;) I’m sorry, but to even consider that they could have fucked up so badly after everything that was realised, said, and shared in these two other fics is just too much to ask from me! ;) But that’s okay, it totally works for me that way! LOL! Thanks, Jo, you’re the best!

    23. Oh, there’s hope… how wonderful! I hope they are brave enough to let their guards down and allow themselves to feel all the beautiful things they bring out in one another. And about the love letter thing… I thought this WAS a love letter? It sounds like one to me. Great chapter, Jo. Thanks.

    25. Another beautiful chapter! The way you put their emotions in to words is just so amazing! Thank you Jo… and you should be writing love letters or else you wouldnt be doing justice to your talent. LOL :))

    27. Off course, I (and I don’t think I stand alone ;) want them to be better then ok… But gosh what a way to start… Henry is instantly forgotten now that Tina is allowing herself to feel this emotional rollercoaster… Noone else could do it the way you do, Jo… Lovely as always!

    29. All still very intense, sad and emotional…but always with that little hint of hope…cause i think we all know that your going to make this alright..not easily but in the end!!they will be ok….So this chapter, as with all others was great, and a pleasure to read!..really good stuff.

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