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    Hindsight – Chapter 16

    Story written on January 13, 2007 by Jobadge.
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    Tina Kennard: How did I go from being in an eight year relationship with a biracial lesbian immediately into a two month relationship with a straight white male…?

     

     

    I had heard the snide comment of ‘homophobe’ the last time I went to the Planet, and it was the last time, after I heard that comment I vowed never to step foot in the place again, I had come home and cried… cried like a baby… I think it was about six weeks ago it happened, I had been there to meet Alice, but as soon as I heard that comment I turned on my tail and scampered away…  I had rung Alice and told her I couldn’t make it… I haven’t told anyone about the comment… I’m not sure I could bring myself to say it out loud.

     

     

    I wasn’t homophobic, nothing could be further from the truth, but I had tried to understand how people had formed that opinion, was it from my behaviour …, my treatment of Bette…, or just the plain fact that I was sleeping with a man…

     

     

    I had my own ideas about their opinion, but that’s all it was, their opinion… not mine…, theirs…

     

     

    There was a saying that had been spinning around my head the last seven weeks, I had understood it before, but never felt it, but now I fully understood and felt it in the depth of my soul, every aspect of the saying ‘a crowded room can be the loneliest place in the world…’

     

     

    I looked around the house, not my home, just ‘the house’, I had noticed that I never referred to it as home, Henry had picked up on it only a few days ago…, I had made my excuses of how it still felt like it was his house we had moved into, but… it didn’t feel like home…

     

     

    I glance at my watch, fuck… I had been dawdling far too much… why is it when I had time to sit and daydream or think things over I never do and when I have a tight schedule my mind wanders… maybe it had something to do with spending the morning with Bette…  I smile… it might have something to do with that…

     

     

    But with only twenty six minutes I really need to get my ass in gear, there was no way in this world I was going to have time to go the shops on the way back, I would just have to grab something from the cupboards here…

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    3. Yah she made it back…I hope Tina comes home….but she is thinking about going back to Henry’s tonight. Thanks for posting Jobadge. This could go either way.

    4. Loving this story! especially that your Tina isn’t some kind of monster, she seems pretty confused though but they are both so sweet in this story, in a kind of tragic way. Like it a lot.

    5. Well, yeah, she has to go back, she could only carry so many diapers in one trip. She has to go back and get her own stuff, and maybe even do Henry the courtesy of saying goodbye. Who says lesbians can’t be good and boring? Pack it up and move it out of the house that was never a home. Hey Jo, I had to look up rusk in my dictionary. That Angelica sure has exotic tastes for an American kid.

    8. A rusk is a rectangular, hard, dry biscuit or twice-baked bread (courtesy of wikipedia). That doesn’t sound too appealing. lol Anyway I prefer Tina in fuzzy wuzzy slippers being boring with Bette too.

    10. I can see Bette pacing and Tina’s head in the day dreams of the past. They still know each other so well. I am with skycaptain about Tina returning to Henry for the night. Hopefully, Tina will have long short talk with Henry and end their relationship. Even if she does not go to Bette right away at least move towards Bette again. You can hear the regret that Tina has for ever leaving Bette and not working through her issues that she alone had. I still belive in B&T and hope that they can take that long road towards each other.

    16. wonderful!! i like so much how you show us all the feelings in their, her anxieties, her fears but the most important the love that they have for each other, i hope they find out soon how much they love

    21. as always another excellent chapter from my fav writer. and yeah — what’s wrong with being boring ? did you know that thyey picked the actor who plays Henry just because he looked so boring ? thanks for the ” thing” by the way – i will try not to ask you again – chat soon xxx

    22. Wow Jo… Just wow… The way you describe emotions, they are palpable in the air, lingering inbetween me and the computerscreen… I can see, hear, feel, sense, every emotion you name with your magnificent words… Thanks for this little miracle, as every chapter of this story is

    23. Would it be too much of an understatement to say that I quite like this story? Anyway, just to let you know, for someone who’s supposed to be in retirement I managed to get over my first chapter nerves yesterday and rattled off about 2000 words of something completely different.

    25. Excellent ! Excellent ! Excellent ! Love this kind of drama ! How talented are you ?! Thank you for allowing us into your amazing world, Jo. You’re still the Golden Goddess of Fan fiction writing.

    28. There’s no question in my mind that Tina should just stay with her family tonight… call it wishful Tibette thinking, but that’s just the way I see it. Always brilliant, mate. Heart-breaking and oh so beautiful.

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