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Instinct part6
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LOVE it’s not love if it’s not madness
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“So I’m asking… do you believe in the happily ever after?”
used too….
“…..”
“Carmen?”
“….I don’t know what I believe anymore”
“Well I do… I didn’t, but I do now… I believe-, no I KNOW… that I can’t go on with my life without you… that my life doesn’t have the ‘after’ without you… left alone the ‘happy’ part… I love you… and I want to be with you if I get out alive… I know I will get out if I have you to live for…”
why would she had to say that…
“Shane I’m married now… you can’t just say that and make it all better… cause its not… you cant do that…”
“…You know me pretty well right?”
“Knew…”
“Carmen…The thing is I was healthy my hole life until I wasn’t…. and for the last year I have a lot of time to lay around in bed and think about my life. And the things I remember best are the things I did with you or the one’s I wasn’t supposed to do, but I did them anyways… so the thing is Carmen… Life is too short to be following this rules”
Its like she has an answer for everything… a perfect one…. Her words are magical and so fucking perfect… her words are like a love song… you are sick of love songs but you cant help to loved them and be moved my them… you let them in your system , body, and let them penetrate you and hit you in your weeks spots… I want her to stop talking… to stop… so what do I say to shut off this fucked up conversation
“Shane… I forgive you… ok I forgive you and that took me 5 years to said it… so there it is… I fucking for give you… but what you did is not something I would forget… I cant… I’ve tried…. But it doesn’t go away… I loved you… in away I still do… yea I give you that… but I’ve moved on… I got an incredible wife waiting for me at home… someone who was never afraid to love we… to show me… and she never hurt me…. I found that it was so easy to trust her… to love her….our relationship Shane… was….never easy… it was a rollercoaster… you hurt me too many times and I forgave you every time… it is too much to just forget. Good thing aren’t always what it seems… too much of anything, even love, is not always a good thing.”
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yeah!! i was the first one to leave a commentÜ heehee.. i sooo fucking love your story!!!!Ü at first, i was hesitant to read it.. big mistake!!! and now i wanna say sorry for not reading it sooner!!Ü heehee.. i love the twists and turns.. i even love the fact that shane is going to have a heart transplant because that would make her and carmen get back together!!!! yahooo!!! please, please, please update soon!! or else i would have a heart attack!! hahahaha.. lAtEr!!! hOtFoRsHaNe!!!Ü
Okay, let`s see… I`m from Germany and I`m no genius on the English language so I usually leave it at “loving it etc.”. Plus I`m gonna fly to Tunisia in exactly um… 10 hours which means I have to leave in 6 hours from now. In Germany it`s now midnight and I have 5 hours left to sleep. I promise you to comment, and I mean really COMMENT on your story the next time you update when I`m home again, but right now I`m just gonna say what I`m always saying (and I seriously mean it): Love your story and love the way you write it! PPS (by the way: I think that was actually the longest “comment” I`ve ever written) :) lol
Stank iz in da houz to comment on diz fan-fuckin-tastic fic!!! LOL!! I’m fuckin’ lovin’ all da inner battling Carmen is goin thru… And in a way I’m supa happy my gurl Shane iz goin thru dis…. At least it gave ha time to realize wat a beautiful thang she had wit Carmen… but idk how diz iz gonna work cuz i mean Carmen iz kina married… but I’m a Sharmen shipper all da damn way, babez ;-) Whelp, I hope you iz bout 2 grace uz wit anotha update cuz I already need my fix!! LOL!! Like alwayz from me, Baby-gurl, LYLAS :p Stank, da’ one and only, chicka :D Holla at me if ya need anything, babez ;-)
Sorry but ya blew my mind with how powerful this chap is…all I got is whoa with a side of wow.
wow. i just read the last 2 chapters and i’m blown away. what can i say? honestly it’s like a crossroad for carmen; she has a wife and there’s shane. i love sharmen, i really do but carmen does have a point saying that shane can’t really come and go at her whim, expecting carmen to still feel the same way about her. that’s just not fair. 5 years is a hell lotta time. people move on.. i’m wondering how you’re gonna plan the next update. fantastic!