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Masked Feelings CH 78 Unsettled
She hated stakeouts, they were as boring as hell. With just herself, it was even more mentally taxing. Roxy had no one to keep her company or to even talk to… unless she were to call someone on her cell. Who would she call though? Alice was acting weird the last time she called. She made the conversation a short one, but maybe she really was busy. The thing that caught in her mind was that little slip…. saying she was at Dana’s. Wasn’t that supposed to be her home? Or maybe it didn’t feel like home to her. Maybe Dana and her were having problems again. This seemed to be the trend for them. She always felt like they weren’t right for each other with the exception of the very beginning. Dana and Alice had this incredible bond that pulled them together like magnets. Roxy could see the magic when they were together and was a little envious of it.
Roxy wasn’t sure when it changed. It could be the day that she saw the both of them in the alley. They looked so hot together and it stirred some old feelings inside herself. This is what she wanted. The friendship that grew into love on fire. She wanted what everyone else seemed to have, but didn’t know how to attain it without hurting someone else. Roxy almost had all that until fate was cruel and snatched it all away from her. It was hard not to be bitter when life had a way of kicking her in the teeth.
There was definitely too much drama between the two and it constantly put a strain on their relationship. Roxy admitted that she was the cause of most of it…. but she refused to believe she was the cause of all of it. Dana and Alice didn’t need her to fuck things up. They did this fine on their own. If Alice could admit to wanting Dana and only Dana, maybe she’d consider backing off. She’d have to be convincing as hell, because Alice seemed unsure of what she wanted. Roxy wasn’t going to ask her… she would have to tell her.
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It was approaching midnight and Alice still wasn’t home. She exhausted all her friends and co-workers for information but was getting nothing. Dana even went as far as checking the local hospitals. It made her crazy when she thought Alice might be at Roxy’s. Dana had left the house nearly an hour ago, just driving anywhere and everywhere Alice may have gone. Going past Roxy’s place was probably the hardest thing to do, but she wasn’t there either. Alice had virtually managed to disappear off the face of the earth. Her emotions seemed to go from one end of the scale to the other. She was angry as hell that Alice walked out on her, even worse by making her worry about her. Then there was what she was feeling now… the hopelessness that something did happen and that she’d never see her again.
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Hey hun, I just wanted you to know that my comment last time didn’t in any reflect on your skill as a writer. Hell, I know plenty of people who’ve stayed in abusive relationships (not that I’m saying this one is…well, maybe borderline emotionally) and you’re writing it well. And over the top isn’t meant to be an insult, you’d be a great drama writer for TV. All your chapters are very episodic, which is totally a compliment. Anyway, love this one and happy almost two years writing!
Great chapter!! All I can say is where the hell is Alice? Dana must have really struck a nerve!! I can’t say I blame her though because Alice didn’t deny anything she said. I hope she comes back so they can kiss and make up. Can’t wait for the halloween/anniversary edition.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww, Roxy got bitten by a dog. I know for a fact that it hurts like hell. This chapter was full of drama and I love drama:-)) But I’m not a drama queen, lol. Alice’s exit was very dramatic when I stay on topic here. But it was the right decision to do so and I’m glad she followed through instead of having another long and exhausting conversation with Dana. If I were her I would act the same way. Leaving was exactly the best thing to do although it left Dana caught off guard, sad and speechless. That’s actually what I call a silent treatment. Where did Alice go though? To a striptease club to cheer herself up a bit? Guess, it wouldn’t be a great idea. Maybe she’s in one of Oprah Winfrey’s talk shows? Did she go to a psychologist to analyze her relationship with Dana? Or what would be even worse….she’s been kidnapped by Mr. Psycho and is being imprisoned in a dark, foul and sound proof basement with no possibility to escape. I wish I knew but I have no clue. Alice should take her time to think it all through considering what Roxy and Dana mean to her. She can’t trust both but she loves each woman differently and her feelings are beyond friendship when it comes to Roxy. This kinda scares me. Don’t want to think what might happen if Al chooses Roxy over Dana eventually. World War III. That’s what I see coming, lol. Hope it all works out at some point although I still believe (and yes, I’m repeating myself one more time) that Dana and Al should have a long break. You can kill me now, lol. I’m glad that the police didn’t find the drugs in Dana’s sports bag. Thanks to Kristen…she’ll get plus points for that, lol. Roxy must be very upset about it and now that she found out that Al’s missing she’ll be definitely trying to find her. Damn, Dana…get your ass in your car and search your woman! Can’t wait to see what you planned for your Halloween installment. Hope to see my favorite guy back:-)) And I don’t mean Tony, lol. This was an utterly kick-ass chapter. You never dissapoint, my dear. Just bring it on, lady. And by the way….the Red Sox suck!!!! No offense…but I had to say that, lol.
Therapy might work for Dana and Alice but they need time for that to work and they haven’t hardly anytime in almost two years to catch their breath with all the psychos coming after them. Hopefully Al is getting her head together and is not anywhere near David. pps
wow almost 2 years congratulations!! well done and every chapter has been better than the last ur a talent man good job!!!:) hmm where is alice im thinking motel her feelings were prob hurt, alone time for her perhaps? i hope so anyway poor dana she cant catch a break can she lol well as long as she has alice she’ll be fine another great chap cant wait for their halloween chap :)