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    Missing.

    Story written on January 6, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Something always missing, always someone…… missing something…

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    I prayed to heaven today
    to bring it’s hammer down on me
    and pound you out of my head
    I can’t think with you in there….

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    The bald guy, the lead singer growls into his skull and bones mic stand. He screams about reminding and recreating structural lies that are ever changing. He screams who am I? He screams what am I? He says all matter of fact that his liquid self knows no boundaries. He wants to reprogram humanity.

     

     

    Drunk…..me and my liquid self….

     

     

     And I get everything he is yelling. It was almost like he was speaking directly to me. The crowd is rowdy full of 6 foot tall Swedes who didn’t care whose fist met whose jaw. It was bloody in the pit, arms and legs crashing and bruising. I was going nowhere fast and so was everyone else in this room.

     

     

    The room it’s self was nothing unusual. It has a stage which is three feet above the floor. It has a bar that is ten feet long. 5 bars stools. Two bathrooms ladies to left. Gents on the right.

     

     

    I pushed my way out of the surging crowd to get to the bar. I needed that bitter sweet green stuff everyone drinks around here. I get to the bar and motion for the bartender to give me another one. The mirror behind him shows me what I look like. My hair is long, longer than it’s ever been. I just didn’t feel the fucking need to cut it. The dark circles under my eyes, the blood from my nose, the scar on my chin, I was a million miles away from everything that I have ever known but I was still me.

     

     

    I turn back to the stage and the bald guy is now yelling about how the sun won’t last forever.

     

     

     I turn back to the bar and watch the ritual. The green drink is poured into a very heavy wine glass. Two sugar cubes, one for the drink. One for the spoon. Spoon is dipped in the green drink then lit on fire. It glows blue in the darkness of the room. I watch as little drips of sugar drip, drop, drip into the green drink. It dissolves and the bartender pours a small amount of water into the drink and hands it to me. It was ready and I am ready.

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    4. I didn’t find Marco’s behavior funny at all (sorry 2BMe). Call me old school, but I believe that a child should have respect for his/her parent no matter how pissed off they are (there are very few exceptions to that rule, none of which are even CLOSE to being embodied by Marco and Carmen). It pisses me off when kids and teenagers now-a-days mouth off to their parents as if they were equals. Guess what? They’re not! Never will be. And for a four-year-old to speak like that at all is disgusting. Sorry about the rant, NDF. It’s just that your stories always evoke strong emotion. I get all rile up because I get so into it (so, really, it’s your fault. you should be apologizing to me. :P kidding). You always do a fantastic job at putting the audience right there with Carmen, Marco, and Shane, and this update is no exception. I can’t wait to see what’s in store. Awesome, awesome job.

    5. fuck yea shes back!!!!!!!!! i think she need 2 find like a girl that remind her of carmen then carmen would see her and BAMb!! more drama haha lol ok dont pay me any atention… i love thissssss im likeeee….. like super happy right now you make me a happy person all my friends and familly thanyou very much for that lol

    7. Your stories are beyond amazing. I love the way you write. Please get Carmen and Shane back together! I really want to have Carmen track Shane down.

    8. So glad this saga will continue although I knew it would! It’s time for Carmen to go after Shane because Shane is right she gave everything to Carmen! Anyway just my opinion, can’t wait to read more. If I have’nt said it before; your writing is simply captivating.

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