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    Missing.

    Story written on January 6, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Words: 2239
    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=63893
    Author Notes:

    Something always missing, always someone…… missing something…

    4. You should have killed that guy in Texas.

     

    3. You miss your life before her.

     

    2. Not enough to have the want of never being near her again.

     

    1. You pathetic broken machine you miss her and her son. And the family that you had for the briefest of moments. You have gone to the farthest place on earth telling only one person. You broken pathetic machine she is not coming for you and you sure as fuck are not going to her. You extended every part of your being to her and to the new her. And if she wants you so bad she can come and get you. But you lie. Because you fight the urge every day to go to her. You pathetic broken machine you don’t even know where she is. And let’s be really honest with our drunk Swedish death metal church burning  motorcycle riding, desert dodging, corrupter of any thing with pheromones….you miss her tits. And you can’t decide between your broken machine logic if you are you or I.

     

     

     

     

    I am not drunk enough for this. I motion for another. There is no 86 laws outside of America. If I wanted I could drink till I died. But Joni….I see him lurking in the mirror he won’t let me….

     

     

     

    “Shane….you ah coming tonight?”

     

     

    “Yeah got nothing better to do….”

     

     

    ‘Yeah…ok yeah….how bout you stop with Van Gogh poison…..yeah…you can’t ride like that again…Hans will not give you new bike yeah….”

     

     

    “Fuck Hans……Hans ain’t shit without me…I’m his secret weapon…..”

     

     

    “Yeah I would love to meet the female who did this to you yeah….”

     

     

    “No you don’t…..”

     

     

    “You have been the best of the New Breed…don’t let Hans down….yeah….you drink this much when with your female?”

     

     

    “Sometimes…”

     

     

    ‘Come let’s go…this place is too loud…yeah…I can’t hear myself think…yeah”

     

     

     It’s why i came here……I down the last of my green poison. I leave the money on the counter….I get a last good look at the band….the pit. I light a cigarette…..follow Joni out….I left the America and the island of forgiveness behind. I can’t forgive myself. I won’t. I can miss her and I do and I will.

     

     

     

    As for Hans and Joni…they where really starting to remind me of Mark and Curt Finland style.

     

     

     

    TBC…

     

     

    Featured Songs: I’m not driving anymore By Rob Dougan  &  Missing By Beck

     

     

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    4. I didn’t find Marco’s behavior funny at all (sorry 2BMe). Call me old school, but I believe that a child should have respect for his/her parent no matter how pissed off they are (there are very few exceptions to that rule, none of which are even CLOSE to being embodied by Marco and Carmen). It pisses me off when kids and teenagers now-a-days mouth off to their parents as if they were equals. Guess what? They’re not! Never will be. And for a four-year-old to speak like that at all is disgusting. Sorry about the rant, NDF. It’s just that your stories always evoke strong emotion. I get all rile up because I get so into it (so, really, it’s your fault. you should be apologizing to me. :P kidding). You always do a fantastic job at putting the audience right there with Carmen, Marco, and Shane, and this update is no exception. I can’t wait to see what’s in store. Awesome, awesome job.

    5. fuck yea shes back!!!!!!!!! i think she need 2 find like a girl that remind her of carmen then carmen would see her and BAMb!! more drama haha lol ok dont pay me any atention… i love thissssss im likeeee….. like super happy right now you make me a happy person all my friends and familly thanyou very much for that lol

    7. Your stories are beyond amazing. I love the way you write. Please get Carmen and Shane back together! I really want to have Carmen track Shane down.

    8. So glad this saga will continue although I knew it would! It’s time for Carmen to go after Shane because Shane is right she gave everything to Carmen! Anyway just my opinion, can’t wait to read more. If I have’nt said it before; your writing is simply captivating.

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