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    Music Is My Savior

    Bette couldn’t get Tina’s face out of her head, the broken expression she had on her face right before she walked out the door was forever ingrained in the brunette’s mind. Bette had caused that expression, she had damaged that beautiful, selfless heart. Tina had done nothing but love Bette endlessly and show an infinite amount of patience, receiving nothing more than neglect in return yet there they were playing roles that they so obviously did not fit the part for. Bette sat in a stuffy waiting room while Tina laid mere feet away fighting for her life.

    It was so fucking unfair.

    Bette wished that it had been her on that operating table, she wished she was the one clinging to life. She wished she was the one suffering and not her sweet, beautiful Tina. As Bette stood there gazing out into the courtyard, she wished the roles had been different not only because she was sorry but because Tina didn’t deserve any of it. Tina didn’t deserve to die thinking that she wasn’t loved.

    "Its not your fault"

    Bette blinked back the new wave of tears that had pooled in her tired eyes but never moved from her place by the window, choosing instead to continue looking forward as Kit slowly approached her. She stared at the fountain in the center of the courtyard, the one that bared a striking resemblance to the one she had knelt in front of when she proposed to Tina so many years ago.

    Through the corner of her eye, Bette could make out her sister’s figure standing beside her with a sleeping Angelica in her arms. The tired toddler had her arms and legs hanging loosely on either side of her aunt and her tired head was resting on Kit’s shoulder. The sight was enough to further tug at Bette’s already sore heartstrings. She had been so hysterical upon hearing about Tina that she wasn’t even trusted to hold her own baby girl. How sad was that?

    Bette felt like such a failure, hating that even in such a crucial time she couldn’t even be a proper mother to her daughter. She had let down the two most important people in her life and Bette wanted nothing more than to crawl into a dark corner somewhere and cry.

    Comments

    1. Oh my God, you’re back!! I almost thought you had forgotten about me lol but I couldn’t have asked to read a better story. It’s so amazing Liah, I loved every page. I literally squealed when I saw 12 pages. I’m really hooked to your stories so I get excited when I see so much of your writing.You’re my hero, thank you so much for writing this story. If I have another song in mind I’ll let you know (: So glad you’re feeling better, gonna go read your other story now lol

    2. My god that was heartbreaking! Had to skip to the end to the end to make sure it had a happy ending, which luckily it did :) Love your stories, looking forward to more. Thanks :)

    3. Thank goodness for second chances… I don’t think Bette will waste hers. This installment put me through the wringer, Liah, but I’m happy to see you back. Thank you! :)

    4. Geez, louise you scared the pants off me. I thought our beautiful girl was gone. So happy she is alright. Is this a shot story, if so I sincerely wish there was more. It was a great story and I would like to see if Bette drops the ball or lives up to her promises. She so often makes big bold promises but when the crisis has passed, so do her promises go by the wayside. Great story. Thanks.

    5. Wow im speechless…this was heartbreaking and scary for a moment,but im happy it always turn out good for tibette..tomorrow isn’t promise so you gotta live for today

    6. Dear, dear talented author… The more I read your stories, the more I love your so sensitive way to gave so much life and love to our beloved two… But this chapter is truly special, for me, and brang a lot of tears in my eyes… It so deeply touched me, really it did, and I find it truly difficult to explain how much with just words… Thank you a lot for such a magnificent work, I wish you all the best !! Gratefully – A.

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