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    On the verge – Chapter three

    Story written on July 2, 2009 by Genner.
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    September 4th, 1992

    Dear diary,

    B x

    Tina bit her lip and sighed heavily. She was doing her very best to hold back her tears. The little booklet was trembling in her hands and she was carefull not to drop any tear on it. She recognised the handwriting as if it were her own. She had known Bette kept a diary, but she didn’t think there was anything in there that she didn’t know already. Bette had never let her read it, but Tina had never asked her to.

    It was such a weird thought that for the most part of their lives – God, how aweful she had to use this expression – Bette had been in love with her. It of course explained some things, some sentiments. It was the reason why she never truly liked any of her boyfriends, no matter how hard she tried to pretend the opposite. It explained why she could sometimes cry for no reason and only could be soothed by Tina’s hugs.

    Most of all, it explained why she had never had a serious relationship, why she had always broke up the moment it got too heavy. Why she only had flirts and flings that lasted for a couple of weeks at most. Julie was the only woman Bette had been with for months, they were 17.

    She casted a look at the open box in front of her. There was a whole pile of diaries. What a coincidence that the first one she took and opened, had opened on the page where she confessed her love for her blonde friend for the first time.

    She didn’t feel ready to read another entry. In a way, it felt wrong to read the deepest secrets of a dead person. Bette wasn’t just a dead person, she was the person who had formed her. Life seemed to be no life without her – it was just too different, too new, it was too weird and surreal to actually get it in her head.

    She still expected her to suddenly turn up at her house and ask her if she felt like having a walk on the beach. Bette was so alive, so vibrating, so passionate and ambitious and driven. She could seem cold and unfeeling towards the outer world, but Tina knew better. With her, Bette had been able to be vulnerable, open about her feelings. Well, apparently not all feelings…

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    1. Ok, you got me there! Gary and Pete for example were great, good thing holidays are soon and I can go back and reread your older stories and not only enjoy Tibette but also some nice male characters lol. I didn’t mean to imply anything with my question, it came out of curiosity. Glad you know that not all of them are like that. As for this chapter, I was on the verge too – on the verge of tears while reading Bette’s diary entry. Although it makes me sad, I’m curious where this all will lead us. Thanks for posting so soon!

    4. Hey Gen! We loved the dynamics on this Chapter. The first page of Bette’s Diary was as if you were listening to her. Tina’s reaction to the Diary and her thoughts about Bette’s words are very realistic and beautifully detailed. As for Eric’s confession to his pal, we think it was a misfortunate comment to critisize Bette, behind Tina’s back. He really acted as a scorned man. However, due to Tina’s recent loss of her best friend, we think she needs someone to comfort her at this time. Once she does not feel so vulnerable and places in a balance what’s best for her, she will certainly make her choice. Thanks for another GREAT update. PPS Hugs & kisses on both your cheeks. – Lucero & Marsha (The Salsa Aunties)

    5. Excellent, Genner. I look forward to more. I don’t know what it is that you hope to give us, but I’ll keep reading to find out. It’s heartbreaking, though

    6. Another heartbreaking chapter – sigh! I know as well first hand how it feels to lose a loved one to suicide. Thank you again for this story and I know it will give all of us someway to come to terms with it.

    7. You are an excellent writer. Looking forward to more. I still think it sad. But honestly something like this is someone’s reality. It pains me to think that someone could do what Bette did for the reasons she did it. Yes to lose at love or to never be able to love that certain someone is painful but not enough to take your life. With time the heart heals. I know first hand.

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