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    On the verge – Chapter three

    Story written on July 2, 2009 by Genner.
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    September 4th, 1992

    Dear diary,

    Tina began wondering what their life would’ve looked like if one of them had had the guts to confess their true feelings; where they would have been now. She felt happy with Eric, but she couldn’t deny that she and Bette were so in tune with each other – had been so in tune with each other.

    There were times she really couldn’t understand Eric, or stand his ridiculous sense of male pride, she couldn’t stand it when he wanted to show off to colleagues or friends.

    She knew Eric wasn’t homophobic, but he still felt the need to make stupid jokes about it when he was with his mates. She hated blowjobs or handjobs, but she knew how much he loved them and sometimes she had the irrational fear he would cheat on her or leave her if she didn’t do it.

    He was kind, loving and sympathetic. He didn’t want sex every night – she heard a lot of stories of more demanding boyfriends at work – and he respected her. But was that all enough? When she was younger, she had been so intensely in love with Bette Porter. She had told herself she had to get over it and believed that eventually, she had. She had always felt bad for using Sam to forget about Bette that way.

    She put the diary away and took the box to her dressing – she couldn’t have it in her eyesight all the time. She stretched and decided to go and look for Eric. She didn’t find him on the patio or in the kitchen, so she decided to check the living room. Having arrived there, she heard his voice. She followed the sound and pin pointed it coming from his office at home. The door was slightly ajar and she could hear his words. Apparently, he was on the phone with his best friend, Stan.

    “Yeah, I can’t believe it. I mean, she was always just there, ya know? It’s not like I was that attached to her, but it’s a weird thought that she’s gone.”

    Tina knew instantly they were talking about Bette. She didn’t want to eavesdrop, but she was curious as what he would say about it.

    “Apparently she was digging Tina.”

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    1. Ok, you got me there! Gary and Pete for example were great, good thing holidays are soon and I can go back and reread your older stories and not only enjoy Tibette but also some nice male characters lol. I didn’t mean to imply anything with my question, it came out of curiosity. Glad you know that not all of them are like that. As for this chapter, I was on the verge too – on the verge of tears while reading Bette’s diary entry. Although it makes me sad, I’m curious where this all will lead us. Thanks for posting so soon!

    4. Hey Gen! We loved the dynamics on this Chapter. The first page of Bette’s Diary was as if you were listening to her. Tina’s reaction to the Diary and her thoughts about Bette’s words are very realistic and beautifully detailed. As for Eric’s confession to his pal, we think it was a misfortunate comment to critisize Bette, behind Tina’s back. He really acted as a scorned man. However, due to Tina’s recent loss of her best friend, we think she needs someone to comfort her at this time. Once she does not feel so vulnerable and places in a balance what’s best for her, she will certainly make her choice. Thanks for another GREAT update. PPS Hugs & kisses on both your cheeks. – Lucero & Marsha (The Salsa Aunties)

    5. Excellent, Genner. I look forward to more. I don’t know what it is that you hope to give us, but I’ll keep reading to find out. It’s heartbreaking, though

    6. Another heartbreaking chapter – sigh! I know as well first hand how it feels to lose a loved one to suicide. Thank you again for this story and I know it will give all of us someway to come to terms with it.

    7. You are an excellent writer. Looking forward to more. I still think it sad. But honestly something like this is someone’s reality. It pains me to think that someone could do what Bette did for the reasons she did it. Yes to lose at love or to never be able to love that certain someone is painful but not enough to take your life. With time the heart heals. I know first hand.

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