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Phobia (Chapter 5)
“Same here.”
I didn’t know that she had a drinking problem, so clearly I was shocked. “Oh.”
“Yeah.” She agreed with my response. “But, I’m wondering,”
“About what?”
Her eyes were focused on the road and mine lazily rolled over to stare at her. Whatever she was going to ask must’ve been a tough question because it seemed as though she was debating whether or not she should say it. “I heard that you were using a few drugs every now and then.”
“Whoa, who told you that?” I tried to pass it off like it was just a rumor by not getting alarmed.
“A very reliable source.”
I had an idea of who she was talking about, yet I was never quick to judge. “Well, your source isn’t very reliable then because the only medication I use is a few Advil for the occasional hangover.” I know I was lying but the whole reason behind my breaking of bad habits was to get Carmen to trust me again. If she found out I was abusing prescribed medicine or drugs in general, my purpose would be in vain.
“I don’t know; I heard something about Meth and Oxy.”
“So you and Alice still talk a lot?” Al was the one and only individual who would know that. It seemed like I was finding out a lot of things about her I didn’t know today and although I‘m sure Alice would never intentionally go behind my back and tell Carmen about my drug problem without having been trapped, it still stung to know that Carmen now knew of my other addiction.
She half-attempted to smile. “Yeah.”
It didn’t feel like a long ride because I looked out the passenger side window and saw that we were parked in front of the apartment complex. We’d been parked there for at least a few minutes and I hadn’t moved. “Carmen?” I started in low tones, studying my hands rather than turn to face her.
“Hm?” Out of the corner of my eye, I could see her looking at me.
“I know you’re probably sick of hearing this because you’ve heard it so many times from me before.” I cleared my throat struggling to keep my voice clear. “But I really am going to change my ways this time.” I was expecting to hear her laugh or make some kind of snide remark, yet nothing happened; she was actually listening to me, or at least pretending to be. “And even if you can never forgive me, I want you to know that everything , well every good thing, I do is for you. And I’m sorry you found out about the drugs.”
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Woah…that was incredible, is it just me or are all you guys getting better and better with each post? I have 10 million questions I want to know the answer to but I know I’ll find out in good time, is it wrong I’m so happy Lara and Dana aren’t together anymore? And what a perfect line Lara left with, bravo, damn I’m rejected again, what does my breath smell or something? :P xx
awesome story… i like how its not just concentrating on one pairing bt a few. and alice better not leave… it seems like its going to get worse before it gets better. but awesome story! Love it! Please post more soon.
Lara’s “congratu-fuckyou-lations” 2 funny but ouch Lara saying let me know how it feels knowing some1 left u 2 dana that even hurt me! lol i loved how shane and carmen are at a good stance, no yelling no fighting :) oh yay it’s dana right? so yeah i read this like 3 times b4 i posted a comment lol don’t hurt me! but yeah i really loved this chap, and i hope that Alice and Dana will finally talk, tho i wonder if Dana will tell Alice about Lara or not… plz don’t keep me in suspense for 2 long im begging! x0x
I think it’s Dana too. I actually wouldn’t be upset if Alice went away for a little while. Whether Dana and Lara are together or not she seems to need a little distance. Alice needs to get herself together or she will be useless in a real relationship.
Yeah ackemat I agree that Alice needs to get herself together before she gets into another relationship. Top writing thx PPS
why would i think you should be shot, its a start for my sharmen and after the season 4 episode omg i need sharmen to work it out but i have faith in you completely and great job again
ok ok im teling you what i feel lol…. man im glad carmen and shane are talking again… and i hope thats dana on the phone!!! againg you are a fucking bad person haha how can you leave it at that moment!! but anyways… i think christmas is going to be good for them… like really good… you know im loveing this story so keep it coming!!!!!!!!