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Pyromance 13
“I don’t know what you want me to say.”
“…..I am sorry I didn’t tell you about Cherie Jaffe. I had a thing for you for so long, I thought it was just some crush or something like loving your favorite lead singer in band or something. I was so nervous when I met you again, I tried to be cool and cold even, non-chalant…I tried to be all things, a diva…..but you didn’t buy it. You are too cool for those games. But I couldn’t stay from you and then you helped me when I got sick, even before that….at my party…you remember we kept seeing each other everywhere…..man…..You didn’t say anything about her…..Cherie….but I knew….she mentioned you. She said you where the fuck of a century. But that was a year ago. It’s what we did, Bruce and me we partied a lot. You know those parties of hers….it was drugs and booze and sex everywhere….its just the way it was. I am not proud of it just like I imagine you are not proud of it. But Shane lets be honest here, we both did things we are not proud of. We both needed a change, and I think that’s why we are drawn to each other. I want you to understand me, and I want you to know that I never ever lied to you or used your feelings to make me better. I will do whatever you want, I will prove my feelings for you in anyway, if you want me to leave, I’ll leave, I will quit this movie, this movie is yours…I don’t need it. I am a decent enough actress with a body that most people want in this industry…I know my limits….but you….god Shane you have the gift……and this movie it means more to me that you succeed in it than I do. I meant what I said on the set….I am in love with you and I have been for a long time…..and touching and kissing you has only made it worse for me. But I will do anything for you to forgive me……..anything.”
Fuck me.
It’s what I was thinking. No one ever said that to me. No one ever laid it on the line like that. She was standing there waiting for me to say something. I didn’t know what to say. She loves me, she just wants to fuck, she really cares about me….which one?
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“Either way I wanted to fix it so she would be the only woman I would ever have again.” I love this sentence ! Your story is awesome, I can’t wait to read what happens next – although I think it would have been interesting to see how Shane manages the “breakup” with Carmen. Anyway pps
Nice Chappy!
Wow that was heavy! You were awesome. I always check out the site to sede if you updated this fic. It’s great! More please. (Your writing comes with a kind of seriousness that “stabs.” I’ve been following your works since sharmenonline.com. Cheers!
Nice update.
thank good Shane and Carmen worked things out! Great chapter!
I’m kind of torn over how they made up…while I can understand why Shane would feel like she couldn’t really be mad at Carmen for things she herself did, it just seemed too easy for them. Like if Alice hadn’t forced them to make up for the sake of filming, would they still have talked it out, or would Shane still be furious and disgusted? You mention that Carmen and Shane are going to meet up after shooting to have a meal and hash things out, so I guess I’ll just wait and see if everything is really all settled and forgiven…I still loved the chapter!
“… and is sponsered by the letter E” -Your comment made me think of Sesame Street – LOL, Cute. Shane running out during filming def. alerted the crew to her relationship w/ Carmen. That was kind of embarrassing to have happened on a movie set, hell it made me cringe. Can’t wait to see where this goes. Check out the sites in Hawaii if you get a chance, you have enough time to plan how. Luv the update.
tear…. man… im crying.. i get so fucking into your story they are gonna kill me!! still…. man im in love with does 2 i just love the drama here so different yet so cool!! keep up the good work, but then again i dont have to tell you that lol