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    Story written on September 14, 2019 by BK.
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    She remembered the first time it had struck her why she had turned to Candace and away from Tina, away from her marriage. It had nothing to do with Tina and everything to do with her own need to control the situation. She had needed to feel something that she had been not been able

    She remembered the first time it had struck her why she had turned to Candace and away from Tina, away from her marriage. It had nothing to do with Tina and everything to do with her own need to control the situation. She had needed to feel something that she had been not been able to ask for in her relationship with Tina. By not speaking up, not asking for what she needed, it had almost cost her everything. She couldn’t, wouldn’t make the same decision twice. That moment had struck her like a thunderbolt, and she had cried for days. Cried for herself and for Tina.

    What was Tina thinking right now? Did she understand? Bette pulled the covers up around her neck and snuggled in to wait and see.

    Tina took a big gulp of wine and looked out over the pool. Fuck me dry, she thought. Jodie so had it coming to her, that fucking bitch! Tina felt she had every right to make sure it came sooner rather than later. How dare she?! How dare Bette tell her she wasn’t working hard enough. No one worked harder than Tina. She had spent night after night unable to sleep as she cleaned up vomit, wiped Bette’s brow, changed sheets and cared for Bette during the day! Worried sick that it wasn’t enough. That Bette was really terribly sick. That she wasn’t enough. How could Bette even suggest she didn’t work hard on the relationship? Because you didn’t tell her, a little voice said, you didn’t tell how worried you were, about Elena and how tired you were…. she shook her head and swallowed more wine.

    And Jodie? She almost laughed out loud. Jodie deserved it! Even Alice said so! Alice. She felt the first stirring of guilt…she had asked Alice not to tell Bette. Twice. Why had she done that? She didn’t want Bette to worry…that was it. But Bette had not appeared to give Jodie much thought after the day they saw her at the grocery store. And who was she to shield Bette from worry…from hurt. Could Bette be right? Was Tina’s omission of her plan as bad as lying? The hurt from Bette’s words tonight mixed with the hurt from the affair and Tina knew she was being unfair. Bette was right. Jodie did have the potential to mess with their relationship and cause unnecessary drama. Fuck. She swirled the wine in her glass beginning to feel bad. Really bad.

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    1. Hi BK,

      Another fantastic chapter!!!

      I am so proud that they are talking about their feelings and how Bette expressed her hurt to Tina. She was so right that they have to share and trust each other so that nobody can hurt them and try to come in between them.

      I love your writing style!!!

      Looking forward to the next chapter!!!

      • BiBi
        Thank you for reading and taking the time to comment. Glad you liked it. if only…if only they related a little more like this on the show. Oh well! So far this story has written itself, working on part five now…

        Thanks
        BK

    3. Fantastic !!! and yeah that’s true, I found season 6 a little botched, with more questions than answers and that’s why I’m infuriated at the thought of the new show, we’ll never get the answers !

      But … good job, please post soon.

    4. Coming back after some pretty painful but essential weeks – a personal journey with, as your Tina said here, some “good cries” – , finally I’m able to reward myself savouring this new wonderful chapter of yours, my dear talented author !

      How I love your B&T !
      All the talks we would have dream to hear at this so precious moment in their new connection, all the tender words that were missed here and there – especially from Tina, because for me Bette was always the one to express her love for her more often and, yes, in a much tender way in the show…

      Yes, I truly love your B&T…
      Taking the time.
      Savouring,
      And they did (as you wrote it !).
      Savouring each other and sharing with each other.
      Each moment, each word, each feeling, each emotion…
      Tenderness and passion mixed in such a precious way – true love indeed !

      I’m deeply touched by your story, BK (Beautiful and Kind !), really I am…
      You’re acting like a painter here, with a wide and contrasted range of brushstrokes, here and there – and so you offer to us, true Tibette lovers, a vision of our beloved two to cherish…
      Thank you, so much, for this gift !

      … and now I cannot wait your next chapter, adding my very best pout and smile *wink*
      A.

      • Sorry to hear you have had a rough time of late, hopefully you are on the other side of what ever is going on! Thank you for your kind words (again) and for loving this story. I agree that Bette was always more tender, and open about her feelings and Tina was more reserved on the show. I am hoping to show that Tina still needs some work in this area, but that she is finally trying. I cherish their relationship too and hope we can all experience something close to this in our own lives…..
        Look for the next chapter Friday, assuming I can get my work done this week. It is written but I proofread obsessively and often change the story on the final read through….
        Have a good week –
        BK

        • Thank you, dear BK, for your kind words – yes, I did the more difficult indeed.

          And I’ll look for your new chapter Friday or later (take your time, I fully understand your writer’s search of perfection !) – it’s a date ;-)

          Take great care of you !

          A.

    5. That was a wonderful chapter, I love how they talk everything out and think before reacting. hope Jodie really gets what is coming to her. Hope to read another chapter soon.

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