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Seemingly Lost Chptr. 18
“You seem to be at ease, darlin?”
“Close but not quite.” she said as she put her head back onto a pillar and took a long slow blink of swallowed back tears. Here eyes seemed sad but at ease, no longer did she have a look of inner turmoil. “Do you wanna talk Sweetie?”
“It seems as though you’re the only woman in this house who actually wants to talk to me.” she said finishing with a sad chuckle. “You sent the text message?”
Her face blushed a little and then she nodded her head in affirmation. Looking directly into Bette’s eyes she saw a glimpse of sadness flash through her when she confirmed her suspicions, “Sweetie what’s wrong?”
“Tina doesn’t want me here.” she said taking another sip and letting her eyes fall to her feet as her hands nervously twisted the glass between her palms.
“Of course she does. She doesn’t want to… say so yet.”
“No, it’s clear she doesn’t want me here. Every time we talk she gets more upset and walks away or she avoids looking at me all together.” Bette said. She was right, Tina would purposely avoid Bette. She’d have dinner alone or spend long hours in the barn, or in town and she only spoke when she felt cornered by Bette. And even then she spoke with such spite and hostility it was pointless to try and speak to her with a sense of calm. “The anger she releases seems to permeate throughout our conversations making her simply impossible to talk to or reason with. The whole ordeal is draining and tiresome.”
“Well Sweetie, it seems as though you’ve already made up yo mind about whatever it is you plan on doing. Have you?”
“It’s not like it came easy for me.” She said sadly “Tina doesn’t want me anymore. I don’t know if she ever did, like I wanted her.” she said gloomily and biting her bottom lip to keep from falling apart again. She saved those painful moments for her solitude and lonely nights. ”She’ll be a lot happier when I leave.”
“I beg to differ darlin.”
“Well, here’s to hoping we’re both wrong.” she said holding up her glass and finishing the rest. She got up and somberly walked down the steps to take a final walk of the peaceful land she liked to think of as one of God’s many great canvases.
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(2 votes, average: 3.50 out of 5)
How can Tina let Bette go? Bette didn’t cheat on her. Bette was just loving her and trying to keep her from getting hurt. I feel for Tina,but hurt for Bette. Tina right now is the loser.
wow please post soon
OMg finally caught up! u gonna fix this right???? so sad sniff… but bette is right… tina needs to clear her head! :)PPS
This is so heartbreaking. It is not fair to Bette and I hope that Tina realizes that the reason she is so upset with Bette is because she actually is head over heels in love with her.
So much emotion. I can’t wait for you to fix these two. PS
Damn this is sad, don’t leave Bette!
Glad to see you back but this was a melencholy chapter. How r u gonna fix this?
Heartbreaking…
OK Netta…you brought tears to my eyes with that one. I know you will make it all better. You post whenever you can..it is always a treat to see that you have posted. Thanks for this great story.
god great writing, heartbreaking, but great writing!!!!
Oh, what a beautifully written chappie, but so sad. Please make it right. PPS.
so sad. please don’t leave us hanging too long …. i need to see how you are going to fix this (hint!). great story. pps
I just read the chapter again..it was just so wonderfully written, full of emotion…oh yea..and I was also hoping for more. ; )
WTH is wrong with Tina? how could she just let Bette go after that? very emotional…those two need to learn how to communicate and rely on their true feelings…i feel depressed now :(
This Tia is really making me want to slap her.Is she really going to let Bette go across the country.She needs to get her head out of her ass and confront the real betrayer here:Justine.Nicely written.
omfg! i’ve just spent the last 2 and a bit hrs reading this story and i’m gutted im up to date and there’s no more!! but tina’s made bette pay enough now, she needs to make the move to make things right, pps its absolutely brilliant!!
Wow-my heart hurts for them. Great job. PPS!