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    Story written on November 6, 2005 by buildmeupbreakmedown.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=57488
    Author Notes:

    And she just looks at me… and smiles

     In, I’m falling in
    I didn’t want to
    Not so fast boy
    Slow
    Don’t wanna hurt the girl
    Give her a pretty box
    You’d better fill it

    And I get blinded when she opens the door
    It’s like looking in to the sun, you know
    And I’m just blinkin’, mumblin’, starin’ at my shoes
    And she just looks at me
    And smiles
    Smile, smile

    Oh, there we go again
    And it feels so good
    Of fallin’ up and down
    Damn, it’s 2am again
    And she kisses me goodbye
    For the sixteenth time

    And I’m drivin’ home, it’s 5am
    And I look at the sun come up over the hills
    Clouds are turnin’ pink and green
    And all I can see is her eyes
    Eyes, eyes

    And I get blinded when she opens the door
    It’s like looking in to the sun, you know
    And I’m just blinkin’, mumblin’, starin’ at my shoes
    And she just looks at me
    And smiles
    Smile, smile

    – Smile by James Marsters



    In, I’m falling in


    ‘She’s so ***** beautiful.’ Lying on a plush white bed with her hands behind her head at the Beverly Hilton, Shane tries to organize her thoughts so she can answer a question that has plagued her for well over a year… Why Carmen?


    Perhaps it’s because she captivates her in such a way that she forgets to breathe when her caramel colored skin brushes her porcelain white. Maybe it’s the way her lithe body writhes underneath her wiry frame while she slides slowly and steadily in and out of her. Maybe it’s only physical; but if it’s only physical then she shouldn’t feel this aching loss when she’s not with her. Maybe she doesn’t need to know why… maybe love needs no explanation.


    She chuckles to herself, ‘love’.


    For many years that word only came to mind when speaking about her family, but once Carmen stepped into her life and made her face herself and see there was more to life then one night stands and drug benders, the word took on a whole new meaning for her.


    I didn’t want too…


    Once a fervent believer in love em’ and leave em, she’s now in a second exclusive relationship, the second one in 2 years. ‘What’s going on with me? I keep breaking down for these girls who only want me for what I can give them; Stop. Don’t you dare compare Carmen to that *****’. It hadn’t been that long since the disaster with Cherie left her more of an emotional train-wreck than she usual was; or at least more than she usually revealed. But in true Shane fashion, she’d picked herself up, got a dime bag, and snorted her cares into oblivion, vowing never to let her heart out of it’s cold iron casket again.

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    1. i love you! that was great!….and hot hot HOT! the song was a great backdrop for the story. wow shane asking carmen’s hand in marriage. thanks for a great sharmen story!

    4. This one should definately get an award! I loved this story! Makes me wish you’d write a sequal (cos this seemed like a stand-alone?). This made my little closet-romantic heart go pitty-pat lol. Seriously, very romantic; sweet beyond words; and as wittybanter said: “hot hot HOT” and the song did fit in here. Very nice. 5 stars for ya. No doubt. So, any way I, or anyone else, could possibly persuade you to do a sequal?? :D

    5. OMG!!!! this is da coolest shane ever. DAMN!! i hope carmen n shane get it 2gether to make dis last. oh dis is da sweetest thing in da world. **teary eyed** please post soon. PEACE.

    6. OMG!!!! this is da coolest shane ever. DAMN!! i hope carmen n shane get it 2gether to make dis last. oh dis is da sweetest thing in da world. **teary eyed** please post soon. PEACE.

    11. Puppy! I’m a sucker for foof, and you’ve combined it with some hot sex. This story would be stronger without the excerpts of lyrics or whatever they are.

    12. Great story, trying to make it hard on the rest of us are you. I’m so glad you’ve joined in. I hope you continue to write and I’ll continue to read. Great story and thank you. Deb

    13. Omg.omg.omg.That’s all I’m gonna say.;) Well I lie. YOU ROCK!!!!!! Love the song, love the story. I just wonder why did Carmen start to doubt if saying yes was the right thing to do? Does she think Shane will not go trough with it? And I must say that was one hot sex scene, totally made me horny:D Update soon PLEASE!!!

    15. So damn good. Shane’s romantic side is HOT! Pleasantly surprised by the proposal. What are Carmens doubts? Are they about herself or does she feel Shane is unable to completely change for this relationship? Con’t Please

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