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    The Idea of Space

    “I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Bette watched as Tina navigated the drawers to her dresser, a worry line forming between her brows as she rested her hands on her hips. Tina looked at the mirror and the woman reflected in it, standing a few feet behind her. She gathered a top and some pajama pants then straightened, turning to actually look at the other woman.

    “You can be trusted.” Is all Tina said with a pointed look upon her face before entering into the bathroom adjoined to Bette’s bedroom to change, leaving Bette to stand and listen to the sound of a gentle click, making the agreement final.

    She knew that she could be trusted. She knew that she wouldn’t dare make matters more complicated by succumbing to that innate desire to pursue whatever inclination struck her in the middle of the night. But it felt… So strange – so uncomfortably strange to think about sleeping beside the woman she loved without having a single shred of ability to actually tuck one arm over her and fall asleep like she had for more than twelve years. Regardless, she did want to sleep and sleep well. She had adjusted to sleeping better with someone else, like Angie, in the house. So, she put up her guard and strolled over to her side of the bed, lifted the covers, and sat down. She lotioned her arms, her hands, her feet, then properly got into bed, keeping the lamp on, listening to the faint sound of the tap running then shutting off.

    When Tina returned, she saw Bette on her side, facing her with closed eyes, while she took her folded clothes and placed them on a chair in the corner. She then moved to the bedside table and turned off Bette’s lamp before edging to the other side of the bed. Lifting the covers, she got in, making it a point to lay on her side opposite her ex-wife, facing the other direction. It was dark, it was quiet, and the only sound was that of two people evenly breathing.

    “Goodnight, Tina.” The blonde heard the dark eyed woman say so quietly that she almost questioned it.

    “Goodnight, Bette.” She replied gently, moments before she fell into a deep, comfortable slumber.

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    1. Thank you for the chapter!

      So, Tina’s response on the Bette’s words about she still love her seems a bit harsh – you need to move on. Just like that.
      In another hand – she not tell Carrie she love her on the phone eiser.

      And the last – scene where they decided to sleep in one bedroom seems a bit strange to me – as i understand Bette has a big house with many spare rooms. It seems doubful that in all of them only bad beds :)

      And the last – in your story Carrie not public defender but working with Tina with movie business?

      Waiting for the next part!

      • I’m taking a few artistic liberties, I’ll admit. It just strikes me, personally, as strange that Tina would find herself in a relationship with a public defender. It always somehow rang in my mind that it made more sense for Tina to find someone within the business she was in, someone that she would have worked very closely with, in order to tie them together somehow and be a reason why Tina would be inclined to pursue something based on the commonality of their experience.

        That and, with Tina, I think the next chapter will explain that choice that was made to a degree. Because, you’re right, it is strange to think that she would even suggest them sleeping in the same room, considering everything that had transpired, but… I mean, when you haven’t had dinner and you have some wine instead, sometimes things seem like marvelous and obvious ideas, even when they’re not. Admittedly, I’m using a bit of a decisive trope just to propel a story.

        Regardless, thank you so much for reading and commenting. I enjoy reading other people’s opinions, whether shared opinion are even if its not :). So, I appreciate it.

    2. Hey Sloan,

      I really enjoy your story but i really don’t like your Tina especially after reading this and also other comments she made during their conversation:

      “It’s hard for me to hear when you say things like that.” Was the response Bette received, to which she countered.

      “When I say things like what? That I love you?” Tina’s gaze hardened fractionally as Bette spoke, causing the brown eyed woman to raise her brows in question. To the blonde it was infuriating at times how easily Bette managed to get under her skin.

      “Just because you feel it, Bette, doesn’t mean you have to say it… You need to find a way to move on from this.” Tina watched Bette listen to her words and throw her head back, a single, and clearly amused HA! formed on her lips. However, she was far from amused despite the twisting of her lips into a pointed smile.

      Like Zhenya i find Tina very harsh, unfeeling and it is hard to like this Tina. And sleeping in the same bed and her telling Bette she trusted her???? Really, i would have kicked her to the spare room, even better called a taxi and send her to Carrie and keep the contact minimal between Bette and her.

      I don’t know, maybe i am to harsh but this Tina doesn’t deserves Bette’s love. Bette is very honest about her feelings and she basically is told to not tell them and move on…. Ughhhh.

      Let’s see what the next chapter brings! I love you post everyday!

      • I agree BiBi. This Tina does not deserve Bette’s love or time or even an engagement shower. She is cruel and them sleeping in the same room is beyond weird. It’s controlling and toxic. Hard to read. Hoping for a kinder softer more understanding Tina soon – both Bette and Carrie deserve better.

    3. I’m very much enjoying your story. I like seeing Tina not so sweet and nice. Just a different perspective of her. Maybe you are not planning on getting these two together and it will make it easier for Bette to move on.

    4. I find this Tina a bit disturbing as well…. she finds herself in the position where she has heard Bette reveal her heart felt feelings for her and yet she still appears to be maintaining the wall which guards her own feelings. Her responses seem to be more defensive rather than revealing. Maybe that is just my wishful thinking. It seems an about face from “you’re my best friend Bette” to “you need to move on.” Frankly, I think Tina is totally lost now that she has heard the conversation between Bette and Angie…. why did Tina leave Bette? What was Tina was looking for when she left Bette.? Why did she allow Bette to make her feel like she was on the periphery of their lives? Why did she not address the problem when it occurred to her there was a problem? What is Carrie giving her that Bette did not? Is Tina really on the path toward her ultimate happiness? There seems to be a mountain of things which need to be discussed or at least resolved in her own mind.

      Tina needs to realize that in a child’s life, it is constantly changing – physically, mentally, emotional. And when parents divorce, the relationship with those parents changes. Angie will always love both of her moms. But the relationship she had with each of them changed when Tina moved out of the house. Tina was no longer available as she was when she lived in the house. Tina was not around to see the day to day changes in Angie – her good days, her bad days, what trends and styles attracted her attention, what day to day problems she had with school mates or other mom or whatever. The part time parent misses a lot. Its the fact that cannot be worked around. It does not mean the child/parent relationship will bad or strained. The parent will simply not be aware of how the child processes information, forms opinion or what opinions they have. One thing for certain is that Bette will never disparage Tina to Angie in any way shape or form. Did Tina honest believe that Angie would be happy with her pending marriage to Carrie? And that Angie would accept that the divorce her parents went through was the end of their family as she wanted it to be? And if that is the case, then I would say that it is Tina who has not been observant particularly when it comes to her one and only child. In fact I would say that Tina too has been in a fog when it come to her own child. I do not know what Tina is going to possibly be able to say to Angie that would change her attitude from being hurt and angry by Tina’s decision to being okay with it. That is a huge bump in the road…..

      The reason for sleeping in the same bed is a bit bizarre. but okay… that is what their doing. Let’s hope they get a good night’s sleep and don’t do anything they will later regret.

      Thanks for the chapter….

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