I know you did and still doubt Danas feelings for you. I’m sure it did hurt a lot when she said she liked being with you, but do you really think that had anything to do with Lara?. From what you’ve told me about Dana, I think she just finds it hard to tell people how she feels. Like you I’d say Dana has insecurities, I don’t think she trusted herself to do right by you. I think Dana loves you more than anything in this world and the thought of hurting you scared her into doing silly things. If loving Dana brought out the needy and insecure part of you, couldn’t loving you have brought out the fear in Dana?. You of all people know Dana inside out and if you think of it from her point of view could this be a logical answer?. Dana would never intentionally hurt you, I don’t even know her but I know that. Alice you need to look at Danas side of things as well as your own. If you do and you still believe she didn’t love you, well you’ve got your answer. However if you do see that she loved you but insecurities held her back I want you to think long and hard about working things out. If Dana is the one your meant to be with, your soul mate, you wont loose yourself. Alice you’ll find yourself, our soul mates make us who we are, they complete us to the people we’re supposed to be.

What can I tell you about the letters other than read them carefully. A letter can explain feelings that spoken words cant convey. See the feeling and love within them. I believe a letter comes straight from a persons heart. They give you the courage to say what cant be said. If they are amazing and so full of feeling, believe they are from Danas heart. If they weren’t why would she have wrote them?. When you replied to them I bet you replied from your heart?. It works both ways Alice. The way you write a letter is the way Dana writes her letters.

Now about this heart and head. Alice follow your heart, please follow your heart. The only reason you want to follow your head is because it’s the safer thing to do. Your trying to think of reasons and excuses in order to protect yourself. Don’t get me wrong, I do realise why, but don’t let your fears rule your life. In everything you do, you follow your heart. You do so because when you do something with an open heart you do the right thing. Don’t let this be any different to other decisions you’ve made. Open your heart Alice, let it speak to you. It will lead you to where you truly want to be. Let your heart decide, as it will never lead you to the wrong place.