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    Unavoidable.

    Story written on February 11, 2008 by justloveB+T.
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    The morning after the party, contemplations of episode 505 from the view of a certain blonde.

     

    Who had put it over me?

     

    Bette?

     

    My heart jumped up with a sudden flare, but, simmered again as I thought…

     

    Or Jodi?

     

    I moaned again, as I remembered, in a blur, my state of stoned drunkenness in which my ex-wifes new girlfriend had found me, and brought me here…

     

    Why couldn’t I dislike her? I had tried so hard to hate her, from the first time I had heard her name being mentioned, and although seeing her reminded me, painfully, of all I had lost, I couldn’t… Oh how much easier things would be if I just could…

     

    Finally having achieved to sit in a somewhat upright position, I inhaled quivery, trying to organize my thoughts, by doing so automaticly reassessing what had caused me to feel this way, and why I had tried to wash it away with alcohol…

     

    I had many a time wondered if my experience with an ex-alcoholic father had helped me understand and care about Kit better. For he had been loving and kind, and always tried his best to better his worst flaw. He had taken me and my brother to some of the AA meetings that were assigned for us, as young as we were, but it had helped me in a strange, strange way… Many times I just closed my eyes to see his, in front of me, a night after one of the meetings, when he had said

     

    ‘Don’t make my mistakes, sweety, don’t conceal or run away from your weaknesses… You’re so much stronger than I am… You can face them!’

     

    I had tried… I had tried harder… But recently I hadn’t felt like I was facing anything at all.

     

    But if there had been one thing I had learned it was to assess my actions and my thoughts, it was like a second nature to me, even under this painfull circumstances, and my mind instantly drifted to the kiss…

     

    Oh god… That kiss…

     

    That kiss that had changed everything and yet nothing, that kiss that had given me my life back, only for one split second, and made me taste what it was that I had lost.

     

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    Comments

    1. You did a beautiful job showing Tina’s thoughts and emotions bouncing back in forth between hope and despair. And then there is Bette waiting for Tina to wake up so she can tell her the truth.

    3. Awesome!Thanks for taking your time, as this was beautiful. Except for having no reason for OMFG2 and OMFG3 in last nights episode I would prefer it having worked out this way. Look forward to your next post.

    4. Doesn’t matter if this was late, it was wonderful to read. Your perspective is unique and helps fill in all those spaces we don’t get with IC. Thanks!

    5. Loved the chapter. You have given us the feelings and words from our girls that IC failed to give. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. Love it. Please continue to post “afters” for us.

    6. Thank for taking time to post this story. I know that your time is limited so that makes the story even more amazing. I love how you bring out Tina’s emotions as she fights to not lose everything that is willing to come up as she finds her equilibrium.

    8. yea!!!!! you did it you did it! looking around… am i first? i think sooooo happy dancing!!! I think this story is so good, maybe IC should ask you to write some episode ;) just it will take a little ;) Good to read your post my friend and thanks so much for everything and your support during this hard time. Love ya

    10. Hey JustLoveB+T, How wonderful to read how Tina’s sleep-over could have played out. Bette does love Jodi but her connection to Tina is a force of nature. It is primeval and passionate. Good to see that Bette and Jodi realized this before Tina woke up. Now if only this had been the start of Episode 5-06. From your fingers to IC’s eyes. Love it. Please continue your wonderful way with wordds soon. Much joy and appreciation from Your Loyal Fan.

    13. Your stories are always so beautiful..**sigh**…I always smile when I see a new post from you! Let’s hope IC is taking notes!! Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts on how this could have played out on the show. Again, this was simply beautiful!

    16. Ohh yes – that was what we wantet in the first place – wish that would have happend in the episode – but us B & T fans have hope and we are stickint to it as well – it’s looks promising in season 5 so far ;O))) – post soon

    17. It shouldve went this way, but someone, I wont mention the name, was determined to have drama…damn tina looked like she wanted to pass out when Bette said she was in love with Jodi, Bette always could make Tina swoon

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