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Unavoidable.
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I remember the softness in her eyes as she assured me she was not trying to make it difficult…
Did she have any idea how difficult it was? For me to see her with somebody else? For me to realize that I had lost her?
Yes…
We had kissed…
I had had my kiss…
But Jodi still had her…
The dreaded words had escaped her lips…
‘Its just… I’m sorry’
‘Don’t’
The word had escaped before I could even try to keep it in, and I struggled with what I knew had to be said…
‘Don’t be sorry… You and Jodi are together, ok? I don’t want to get into this whole fucked up ‘push-me-pull-me-thing’ with you. Let’s not get all, freaked out and weird and manipulative about it’
I’d been ranting, as I usualy did when I was nervous. Saying she was with Jodi had been one of the hardest things to do. Letting her go… Again… And again… And again…
Although…
Letting go required something to be owned first…
And I wasn’t sure Id ever owned her heart…
‘Am I being manipulative? Is that…’
My eyes grew wide in surprise, and I shook my head in denial and disbelieve… For the woman sho knew me better than any other, and who could provide me with her amazing insight, her mistakes were equally as big as the depth in which she understood me.
I had ment myself, not her…
‘Let’s just talk when we talk?’
She had agreed, and I had said my goodnight…
Yet the conversation had haunted me, causing sleep to be delayed and, when finally arrived, filled with vivid dreams…
Oh how many times hadn’t I dreamt we were still together? That I woke up with the sensation of her arms around me so clearly? That all that had gone wrong was nothing more than a nightmare? And how many tears hadn’t I cried as I touched the pillow beside me, and felt the cold emptiness of it?
When she had called me the next day, I couldn’t help my face and heart to light up at the sight of her name in the display… But as she had started about the weekend in which she couldn’t take Angie, I had instantly known there was more to it… I recognized the tone in her voice, the undercurrent of tension, and, presumptuously, had assumed she wanted to say something about the kiss…
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You did a beautiful job showing Tina’s thoughts and emotions bouncing back in forth between hope and despair. And then there is Bette waiting for Tina to wake up so she can tell her the truth.
Beautiful ending
Awesome!Thanks for taking your time, as this was beautiful. Except for having no reason for OMFG2 and OMFG3 in last nights episode I would prefer it having worked out this way. Look forward to your next post.
Doesn’t matter if this was late, it was wonderful to read. Your perspective is unique and helps fill in all those spaces we don’t get with IC. Thanks!
Loved the chapter. You have given us the feelings and words from our girls that IC failed to give. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. Love it. Please continue to post “afters” for us.
Thank for taking time to post this story. I know that your time is limited so that makes the story even more amazing. I love how you bring out Tina’s emotions as she fights to not lose everything that is willing to come up as she finds her equilibrium.
Your writing and this story are soooo good. Absolutely awesome.
yea!!!!! you did it you did it! looking around… am i first? i think sooooo happy dancing!!! I think this story is so good, maybe IC should ask you to write some episode ;) just it will take a little ;) Good to read your post my friend and thanks so much for everything and your support during this hard time. Love ya
aaaawwww what a nice way to ‘endure’ a hangover. nicely written.
Hey JustLoveB+T, How wonderful to read how Tina’s sleep-over could have played out. Bette does love Jodi but her connection to Tina is a force of nature. It is primeval and passionate. Good to see that Bette and Jodi realized this before Tina woke up. Now if only this had been the start of Episode 5-06. From your fingers to IC’s eyes. Love it. Please continue your wonderful way with wordds soon. Much joy and appreciation from Your Loyal Fan.
Youre back, this is great! Any chance u’ll be posting a new chapie on pretty woman anytime soon? please?
“Why the hell did my heart keep forgetting, for split seconds, that she wasn’t mine anymore?” So beautiful. Took my breath away.
Your stories are always so beautiful..**sigh**…I always smile when I see a new post from you! Let’s hope IC is taking notes!! Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts on how this could have played out on the show. Again, this was simply beautiful!
nice one…
Damn that was awesome and love it. Thanks!
Ohh yes – that was what we wantet in the first place – wish that would have happend in the episode – but us B & T fans have hope and we are stickint to it as well – it’s looks promising in season 5 so far ;O))) – post soon
It shouldve went this way, but someone, I wont mention the name, was determined to have drama…damn tina looked like she wanted to pass out when Bette said she was in love with Jodi, Bette always could make Tina swoon