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    Unavoidable.

    Story written on February 11, 2008 by justloveB+T.
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    The morning after the party, contemplations of episode 505 from the view of a certain blonde.

    My heart leaped and I felt a shiver move its way up my spine… I couldn’t face thinking about that kiss now… And besides, what was the use?

     

    I inhaled, deeply and quivery, trying, so hard, to avoid the waves of nausea that threatened to overwhelm me…

     

    As I had been avoiding her…

     

    That night I got a drink after work, hoping and yet dreading to run into her… Wanting something so bad and in the mean time being so majorly afraid of it. What would I do if i’d face her again? What could possibly be the right reaction?

     

    Right…

     

    That was just the point…

     

    I had no right…

     

    No right to ask, not for an explanation, not for her love…

     

    For she was with Jodi.

     

    God what had I gotten myself into?

     

    She had stated, not accused, but merely stated, that Id been avoiding her… And the words of protest had died on my lips as she had simply raised her eyebrow…

     

    ‘I just think we should talk about it, thats all…’

     

    I looked into those eyes that were my home, and knew the unavoidable talk had to happen… I needed to take that jump, that leap my heart had already taken…

     

    The danger that she would call it ‘just a kiss’

     

    The hope that she would not…

     

    It was that hope that charmed a small smile on my face… For the indication that she wanted to talk about it made my heart jump with fierce velocity against my chest…

     

    ‘Yeah, you’re right, lets talk… Do you want to have a drink?’

     

    The useless hope that died as she spoke the name…

     

    ‘Oh Im sorry, I can’t right now… Im supposed to meet Jodi, but I…’

     

    I mentally reprimanded myself, as I felt the trembling start… The trembling of her presence and her absence, the trembling of despair…

     

    ‘Oh’

     

    She had asked me about the next day and I had told her about the party… Flashes of her agonized face as she talked to Bella flashed before my eyes, but I ordered myself to focus on the order of the events, as if only then I could have a little bit of control…

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    Comments

    1. You did a beautiful job showing Tina’s thoughts and emotions bouncing back in forth between hope and despair. And then there is Bette waiting for Tina to wake up so she can tell her the truth.

    3. Awesome!Thanks for taking your time, as this was beautiful. Except for having no reason for OMFG2 and OMFG3 in last nights episode I would prefer it having worked out this way. Look forward to your next post.

    4. Doesn’t matter if this was late, it was wonderful to read. Your perspective is unique and helps fill in all those spaces we don’t get with IC. Thanks!

    5. Loved the chapter. You have given us the feelings and words from our girls that IC failed to give. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. Love it. Please continue to post “afters” for us.

    6. Thank for taking time to post this story. I know that your time is limited so that makes the story even more amazing. I love how you bring out Tina’s emotions as she fights to not lose everything that is willing to come up as she finds her equilibrium.

    8. yea!!!!! you did it you did it! looking around… am i first? i think sooooo happy dancing!!! I think this story is so good, maybe IC should ask you to write some episode ;) just it will take a little ;) Good to read your post my friend and thanks so much for everything and your support during this hard time. Love ya

    10. Hey JustLoveB+T, How wonderful to read how Tina’s sleep-over could have played out. Bette does love Jodi but her connection to Tina is a force of nature. It is primeval and passionate. Good to see that Bette and Jodi realized this before Tina woke up. Now if only this had been the start of Episode 5-06. From your fingers to IC’s eyes. Love it. Please continue your wonderful way with wordds soon. Much joy and appreciation from Your Loyal Fan.

    13. Your stories are always so beautiful..**sigh**…I always smile when I see a new post from you! Let’s hope IC is taking notes!! Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts on how this could have played out on the show. Again, this was simply beautiful!

    16. Ohh yes – that was what we wantet in the first place – wish that would have happend in the episode – but us B & T fans have hope and we are stickint to it as well – it’s looks promising in season 5 so far ;O))) – post soon

    17. It shouldve went this way, but someone, I wont mention the name, was determined to have drama…damn tina looked like she wanted to pass out when Bette said she was in love with Jodi, Bette always could make Tina swoon

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