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    Unavoidable.

    Story written on February 11, 2008 by justloveB+T.
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    The morning after the party, contemplations of episode 505 from the view of a certain blonde.

     

    I had protested, telling her it wasn’t right to sleep in the house I had called my home for so long, but the protests had died as my heavy limbs and lightheaded mind had been pushed on the couch…

     

    The smell, the smell that would always remain the smell of home, the aroma that held Bette, and all the cherished memories, had more effect on me than the alcohol could numb, and, feeling safe, I had fallen asleep instantly…

     

    The throbbing of my head had decreased, and, before I opened them, I knew I would continue the road I had taken before…

     

    I would leave, before she would wake up…

     

    I would keep avoiding her…

     

    Keep avoiding feeling this way about her…

     

    An impossible mission,

     

    For she was, and always would be, the only woman I was in love with…

     

    A shiver made me aware of someones presence, and as my eyes shot open, they met the dark brown I had so many times longed to see while waking up…

     

    ‘Hey’

     

    She said softly, shyly, approaching the couch with a hesitance that was highly unlike her… Her eyes fluttered, from one side to another, never meeting mine after their short initial contact…

     

    ‘Hey’

     

    The sound was hoarse, rough by the dryness of my throat…

     

    I felt the constricting of my pupils as I tried to focus on her figure, as she sat next to me, her hands in her lap, nervously fidgetting with her fingers…

     

    ‘I’m sorry’

     

    I made a all-involving gesture around the livingroom, apoligizing for my presence, for the awkwardness of the situation… I knew she must feel awfull about the infidility that had lain within our kiss, the infidility to the woman she was in love with…

     

    She glanced at me briefly and smiled that lopsided smile, quickly averting her eyes again, shaking her head.

     

    ‘I will leave before Jodi wakes up… Will you please thank her for me?’

     

    I tried to move away from her, avoiding, yet again, the jitter of my heart only she could evoke. I managed to get in a slight upright position, but the weakness in my knees made them buckle, and she cast her hands forward quickly, breaking my fall.

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    Comments

    1. You did a beautiful job showing Tina’s thoughts and emotions bouncing back in forth between hope and despair. And then there is Bette waiting for Tina to wake up so she can tell her the truth.

    3. Awesome!Thanks for taking your time, as this was beautiful. Except for having no reason for OMFG2 and OMFG3 in last nights episode I would prefer it having worked out this way. Look forward to your next post.

    4. Doesn’t matter if this was late, it was wonderful to read. Your perspective is unique and helps fill in all those spaces we don’t get with IC. Thanks!

    5. Loved the chapter. You have given us the feelings and words from our girls that IC failed to give. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. Love it. Please continue to post “afters” for us.

    6. Thank for taking time to post this story. I know that your time is limited so that makes the story even more amazing. I love how you bring out Tina’s emotions as she fights to not lose everything that is willing to come up as she finds her equilibrium.

    8. yea!!!!! you did it you did it! looking around… am i first? i think sooooo happy dancing!!! I think this story is so good, maybe IC should ask you to write some episode ;) just it will take a little ;) Good to read your post my friend and thanks so much for everything and your support during this hard time. Love ya

    10. Hey JustLoveB+T, How wonderful to read how Tina’s sleep-over could have played out. Bette does love Jodi but her connection to Tina is a force of nature. It is primeval and passionate. Good to see that Bette and Jodi realized this before Tina woke up. Now if only this had been the start of Episode 5-06. From your fingers to IC’s eyes. Love it. Please continue your wonderful way with wordds soon. Much joy and appreciation from Your Loyal Fan.

    13. Your stories are always so beautiful..**sigh**…I always smile when I see a new post from you! Let’s hope IC is taking notes!! Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts on how this could have played out on the show. Again, this was simply beautiful!

    16. Ohh yes – that was what we wantet in the first place – wish that would have happend in the episode – but us B & T fans have hope and we are stickint to it as well – it’s looks promising in season 5 so far ;O))) – post soon

    17. It shouldve went this way, but someone, I wont mention the name, was determined to have drama…damn tina looked like she wanted to pass out when Bette said she was in love with Jodi, Bette always could make Tina swoon

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