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    Unavoidable.

    Story written on February 11, 2008 by justloveB+T.
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    The morning after the party, contemplations of episode 505 from the view of a certain blonde.

     

    The passion in her rant, the gestures, the pain I saw in those eyes, the trembling I saw in her hands as she ran away from the scene…

     

    I remember Bella asked me some more questions, I remember answering them automaticly, my eyes following her, the rest of my body so ready to do the same… But she was walking to Jodi…

     

    Why the hell did my heart keep forgetting, for split seconds, that she wasn’t mine anymore? It wasn’t my purpose, nor my right anymore to follow her…

     

    Avoiding having to look at her and Jodi talk, avoiding any other people to lull me in conversation, I’d made my way outside…

     

    My eyes had wondered over the hedge, into the garden that once held my home, maybe even more than the house… The times I had sat there, holding her hands, stroking her hair, caressing her thighs… The moments of happiness I had taken for granted…

     

    I heard her footsteps and turned around, seeing, feeling, hearing her anguish in her steps and her breathing… I didn’t care anymore about right or purpose… I wanted to be there for her…

     

    ‘I am so so sorry, I had no idea Isabella would pineside us like that…’

     

    ‘You know what the thing is? She is not wrong… I still do not have any answers to any of the why’s’

     

    Did that indicate she was looking for them? Did that mean that she was sorry we weren’t together anymore either?

     

    No…

     

    I had to stop thinking that…

     

    I had to let go…

     

    I had to strengthen myself and let go…

     

    ‘What happened the other night? It was a mistake… It just… It shouldnt have happened…’

     

    But the little glimpse of hope that had flashed in my heart at her admission about the ‘why’s’ was burning with fierceness… I wanted her so so much to disagree, but she hastened to tell me we had gotten caught up in a moment, and as we agreed it shouldn’t happen again…

     

    ‘Are you sorry that it did?’

     

    I looked up at the tone in her voice, and felt how the fire in my chest started to roar… But I answered her truthfully, for I didn’t want her to feel bad about what had happened… She was with Jodi… It had been wrong…

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    Comments

    1. You did a beautiful job showing Tina’s thoughts and emotions bouncing back in forth between hope and despair. And then there is Bette waiting for Tina to wake up so she can tell her the truth.

    3. Awesome!Thanks for taking your time, as this was beautiful. Except for having no reason for OMFG2 and OMFG3 in last nights episode I would prefer it having worked out this way. Look forward to your next post.

    4. Doesn’t matter if this was late, it was wonderful to read. Your perspective is unique and helps fill in all those spaces we don’t get with IC. Thanks!

    5. Loved the chapter. You have given us the feelings and words from our girls that IC failed to give. Thanks so much for sharing your story with us. Love it. Please continue to post “afters” for us.

    6. Thank for taking time to post this story. I know that your time is limited so that makes the story even more amazing. I love how you bring out Tina’s emotions as she fights to not lose everything that is willing to come up as she finds her equilibrium.

    8. yea!!!!! you did it you did it! looking around… am i first? i think sooooo happy dancing!!! I think this story is so good, maybe IC should ask you to write some episode ;) just it will take a little ;) Good to read your post my friend and thanks so much for everything and your support during this hard time. Love ya

    10. Hey JustLoveB+T, How wonderful to read how Tina’s sleep-over could have played out. Bette does love Jodi but her connection to Tina is a force of nature. It is primeval and passionate. Good to see that Bette and Jodi realized this before Tina woke up. Now if only this had been the start of Episode 5-06. From your fingers to IC’s eyes. Love it. Please continue your wonderful way with wordds soon. Much joy and appreciation from Your Loyal Fan.

    13. Your stories are always so beautiful..**sigh**…I always smile when I see a new post from you! Let’s hope IC is taking notes!! Thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts on how this could have played out on the show. Again, this was simply beautiful!

    16. Ohh yes – that was what we wantet in the first place – wish that would have happend in the episode – but us B & T fans have hope and we are stickint to it as well – it’s looks promising in season 5 so far ;O))) – post soon

    17. It shouldve went this way, but someone, I wont mention the name, was determined to have drama…damn tina looked like she wanted to pass out when Bette said she was in love with Jodi, Bette always could make Tina swoon

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