Tina exhaled loudly.

“What do you think having sex meant?”

“We were both consumed by each other. It was overwhelming. I basically forced myself onto Bette…again. I knew it was too much. But all I cared about was her touching me and giving me release…which she did…multiple times. And it was so magical. At least it was for me but apparently not for her.”

“Why do you say that, Tina?”

“Because she wasn’t there when I woke up.”

“Didn’t you just say you knew it was too much and that you both were overwhelmed?”

“Yes, but…”

“And what does Bette do when she’s overwhelmed?”

“She usually would go for a swim. But she probably went for a run this morning to clear her head.”

“So, you don’t know how she feels and you won’t know until you talk to her. Stop putting assumptions on her and using them as fact.”

“You’re right. I just want her back and briefly, last night, I had her back. After we were done, she snuggled into me and it was perfect. I stayed awake as long as I could relishing in it. She let me in a little but I’m not sure how I am going to convince her to that she can trust me with her heart and that I will never squander it again.”

“Tina, don’t put so much pressure on yourself. Do you remember how patient Bette was with you at the beginning of your relationship. How she waited for you? How she didn’t pressure you but she made her intentions clear?”

“Of course, I do! I loved connecting with her on an emotional level. She never pressured me into sex. If anything, I had to beg her for it when I was ready.”

“Exactly. Bette was very clear with you about what she wanted but she left the ball in your court. She allowed you to be in control of the relationship.”

Tina thought about what Julia was insinuating.

“Don’t put any pressure on Bette or yourself. Be very clear about your intentions and give her the keys to the car. But that means you will have to be patient with her. Do you think you can do that?”

“Yes if that’s what she needs. I just want her back.”