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    War, Love, and Commitment…a Sci-Fi Story Chapter 4 – THE MOVE, REVELATIONS

     

    Thinking on those days, I don’t know if she really loved me then, but we were very close and intimate, we had sex, I touched her and she reciprocated; she made me swear not to tell anybody about us, and she was insatiable, she used to touch me in a way no one has ever done, I loved her so much; but I made a mistake, I killed a man accidentally, even though we later learned, he was one of the servants of the First Evil; and she wanted me to go to jail for that, I was scared, and she abandoned me, she fought against me and I looked for support on the enemy, though I wasn’t aware of it, and finally she tried to kill me and almost succeeded. I was unconscious for months, and when I woke up I hated Buffy, and all I wanted was revenge, but I failed; then I didn’t want to live anymore and I made a plan to die, I went to Los Angeles to attack Angel, with the hope that he would kill me, I didn’t want to live, no without her, and she only hated me, everything I did, only made our situation worse, I had nothing to live for; but as usual I failed again and Angel didn’t kill me, I went to prison for three years and, after that, I joined Angel to fight the evil.

    One day Willow came to LA to take me with her to Sunnydale, there was a gathering of potential slayers and she said I had to be there to help them to fight the FIRST EVIL; I was thrilled and scared at the same time; I was going to see Buffy;  but I acted cool, poker-faced, until I saw her, and all my confidence collapsed, I saw in her eyes the inner battle when she saw me; she had another lover then, Spike, but each time we were in the same room and I looked at her, I saw the same battle in her eyes, it was a mixture of hate and love; you know they are not opposite feelings, right…? They are two sides of the same coin, as the coin flips, those feelings can flip in us, it happened to me and was happening to her, and again I was unlucky; she fell in disgrace on her friends’ eyes and they asked me to take the lead to guide them; I didn’t want to, but I saw Buffy broken with the betrayal of her friends, I told her that I would lead the group until she could be in shape to resume their direction, I tried to reassure her, I told her that I wasn’t going to replace or destroy her, I wanted her to know that I still had feelings for her, she said nothing, she was hurt because of her friends, anyway, who was I…, no one…, just a constant failure, someone who didn’t deserve her; but I was glad because, trying to get the ancient weapon of the slayers, the scythe, we fell in a trap laid by Caleb, the servant of the First Evil, and I was almost killed, fortunately, it was me and no her, I would die if she were deadly injured; luckily,  we, slayers are very strong; and then things started changing; everybody was blaming me for Caleb’s attack, they said I was irresponsible, but Buffy defended me, that made the difference, and after we defeated the FIRST, we started being friends again and later friends with benefits, and here we are”

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    1. Laurel Holleman is the answer to your question. What a beautiful woman 😍

      There were some rumours after a tweet from Ilene, but Laurel said it was about a picture that will be taken ????, maybe from all the actresses from the L Word.

      Great update as always.

      But i was looking forward to the birthday present to Bette from Tina 😔 you forgot to post that very important part of the chapter.

      Glad that Maxime showed up to warn them and gave advice how to handle the Uber Vamp, the mole and First Evil.

      Thanks for the update!

      Almost didn’t tell you, i really liked the pictures.

      • Hi Bibi

        Thanks again for your comments Bibi. Agree totally with you, Laurel Holloman, so gorgeous woman, and so smart (BTW what was the rumor from Ilene, are you talking about the comeback of TLW?).

        And NO, I have not forgotten the gift from Tina to Bette, but it will require a big part of the next chapter, including the music and the aftermath of that event, as well as the banter; I better don’t mention anything else, but that chapter is almost finished in my hard drive, I’m just looking for the pictures and to ‘make’ new ones.

        Thanks again Bibi

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        • I got a tweet alert that showed a tweet from Ilene where she included the @adress from several The L Word actress. That started some rumours.

          Today Laurel came with a tweet that it was going about a picture? And that she isn’t going to act anymore, that she has a new career, painting. She is very good. She had a show in the Netherlands last year, but i injured my knee and wasn’t able to go ???? That really sucks, is she in my home country and i couldn’t go ????

          Looking forward to the chapter.

          • Yes, I received the same tweet from Ilene, but I didn’t have time to read Laurel’s; well, I would be amazed if she could take some spare time for acting again, she is very good at painting (in my dreams she is showing her work in Jennifer Beals’ gallery…, haha ????); no, she wouldn’t have time to act anymore, this is the problem with committed people who are too good in more than one field; but it’s fine I admire her anyway ????.

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    2. Hello my friend
      Here I am again slowly keeping my reading updated.
      I know how sad and this feeling of denial that Buffy lives with Faith, Buffy must have her reasons for doing so. Since both have lived by their feelings between love and hate, and that kind of feeling about someone, and it confuses us a lot, because they are emotions that are in two different extremes. I am hoping that they will have a happy ending in this story.
      I hope that through this dream, the information of Maxine will be of great help to Bette, Tina and company in this fight, which in my view and surrounded by many dangers.
      All the universe
      Bear hug !

      • Hi, my friend:

        Thanks for your nice comment. Yes, it’s hard and very painful when you are in that type of relationship, love, and hate, But sooner or later the balance should lean to one side; and we will see how it turns. I have missed your comments and I’m happy you are back. This week I will post the last chapter 0f this story. There is a sequel but that will have to wait, I have another story writing right now and some others in-line to start.
        I hope at the end, you will like this whole story.

        Bear hug my friend

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